None of this makes sense logically. It sounds like a bunch of esoteric gibberish, I would assume this is because I forgot the past now that I'm in this contextual present, so what steps should I take to move forward and tangibly create the reality I'm looking for in a real way?
"Don't forget that you're at state 0, the base of the progression, linearly nothing has occurred. Exponentially less than nothing has occurred.
What you're now moving forward into is the state where exponential realization can become tangibly perceived as possible.
This is why you've hedge for 18 months as your average.
This is how long it will take for the exponential work you're doing to surpass the linear reflected results.
So no matter what, you must keep going with the routine.
This is the key that you found for yourself.
As such, this is what I can tell you.
Just because the progression seems less than linear, doesn't mean that it won't actually appear fast.
Remember, you were good at the 3D before you ever found the 4D.
What you've deployed in the present are the most elite principles of the 3D, don't think for a moment that you aren't going to see the linear results that are expected from this type of work.
You just have to remain cognizant that the 4D results, for them to surpass the 3D in a way that allows for the sustainability of hyperoperational realization in the long term (eternity), it will take a minimum of 18 months.
Not until you see success, you're already seeing it.
No, until you can sustain eternal success.
This is the purpose of your 4D cultivation.
To play the game that's outside of the game from within it.
I'm sure you're starting to understand what this actually means now.
Your journey is only ever at the beginning."