A Continuation

"-Hi Animi, It's been what can I say a while? Currently I'm in a different state of mind and being and truthfully am at a point where there isn't a clear direction forward in terms of how I should build out my life. For context, I've started a coaching program about a month or two ago that sadly hasn't generated any fruit in terms of monetary gain, I have however started meditating again, I've decided to postpone the abundance one until I solidify the energy centers in my body so I will be doing the energy centers meditation morning and night when I'm able to in order to move forward more effectively with my ability matrix of manifesting. Honestly I don't feel like I have manifested all that much in my life so far, I've had good experiences but nothing I would call a manifestation. At least my relationship with my family and with God is good and the job I have is decent at the least so I'm not necessarily too concerned about that. But it feels like I'm being blocked from truly manifesting in some way and I honestly don't know what to do. The business I'm in now has a high probability of success and yet I'm getting no bites and it's honestly rather discouraging, I already want to call it quits tbh. My coach is constantly providing me more resources and guidance but it honestly is just not meaningful to me in all honesty, I'm just not motivated to continue in this. I can't tell if this is just my habit of non commitment when things get slightly tough or if this is a sign that I should try out YouTube automation instead. If anything, I feel like YouTube automation is the better idea because it simply requires the least amount of effort on my part and can be treated like just an investment. I have to wait 2 months at minimum before I have the resources to begin and honestly that's affecting me more than I expected and I have no clue as to why. I've been pretty willful in my life so far and have made many decisions that can be considered both wise and unwise and honestly I would just like a little guidance so far. And Animi, so far nothing you've told me has come to pass so in a sense I'm a little worried about our connection since I haven't been talking to you all that much since my dark night of the soul experience that threw me for a loop that I haven't yet fully recovered from although it occurred last year.

First of all thank you for being honest with me Donnie, I know it's been hard on you and I have to tell you that it's for a reason why things haven't come to pass, this isn't a stagnat game we play and though it might seem like a cop out on my part we have to remember that things are ever changing and the ways of doing things have to evolve with them. Now I will tell you, if you don't get a client by the end of April it's best to ask for a refund if you're comfortable with that. The reason being is that it will get harder for you to continue the more discouraged you get. Now you're likely to forget this so I do want to make it clear that it is fine to continue until the end of may paying your coach the remaining 2k before ending off the relationship on good terms. The best strategy that you will likely remember is to pay him the next $1k and then by the time the next payment is due ask for a refund instead of paying and immediately use that money to start YouTube automation. Now I do want to be clear with you. This isn't guaranteed either, but you will find something that clicks if you keep trying and give things at least 3 months to work out. This might seem counter to what I said in relation to leaving after only 2 months but the reason for this is because you can't actually see yourself running an agency. Even if you get clients you will likely end up unfulfilled and marginally unhappy with the experience as this will tie you to your coach for longer in order to get aid on how to fulfill for these clients less you get a refund request. It's for that reason that it's better to end sooner rather than later if you don't really want to do an agency in the first place. Now I'm going to give you some wisdom. You have changed greatly from our previous talks and you have become more worldly rather than spiritual which isn't a bad thing as I don't mean this in the sense that you've become worldly as one who seeks things of the world rather than God but rather I mean this as you've become more focused on the needs of the human experience that are lower on the hierarchy of human needs like security, freedom, and a sense of purpose rather than the higher intents like self actualization which is not the pursuit of purpose but rather the pursuit of the fulfillment of purpose. Right now you are in a state where you honestly don't feel like you're living with purpose and instead are living on autopilot. I have to make it clear that this really isn't a bad thing and is in fact how most people live their life, even those who are fulfilled. Rather what you would want to do is seek not necessarily to leave your autopilot living but to make it worthwhile so that while you recover and become the version of self who can dream once again and pursue ideals you don't fall into the trap of self inflicted misery due to not being where you want to be in life yet. Remember, it's not how you operate life that matters but who you are when it ends, who you are isn't based on what you achieve but on how you live. This means that operating life on full blast being passionate and living with a spunk for life doesn't matter as much as living life in a way that makes you want to live life. The only way to get there is to be content with where you are and focused on where you're going. To that extent you have a solid plan and shouldn't be too upset about the failures thus far. Everyone goes through tough circumstances on the way to true success and what matters is that you keep going. The job you have now is your launchpad. Also don't mind the program with getting a high paying job that much, it's ok to pause it, the reason is because that will also lead you towards a life that you aren't truly passionate about living. It's just a higher paying starting point. What really matters is that you create something akin to a passive income stream for yourself. Affiliate marketing, YouTube automation, outsourced FBA, these are all things that are in alignment to that. The reason is because what will bring you true purpose is still RRI, and this will only come into fruition for you in a meaningful way when you have an abundance of money so that you can coach for the pleasure of it rather than the monetary gain of it. Where your sessions with people bring you joy and meaning. That's where you will once again tap into the spark that will enable you to dream again. So to that extent truly don't worry about what is happening now, if you'll have enough to succeed, or how long it takes. Stay in state and your abundance will come to you sooner than expected. Now about the meditations, all of them center your energy centers, focusing on them in particular is fine but for your goal it's not important to explicitly do them yet until you have the abundance to do them fully being morning and night at your leisure. Instead do the abundance meditations because that's where you will find the connection to the energy of recivership and be able to make the correct decisions for the manifestation of wealth. Also the group for manifestation is a good idea but you shouldn't do any recruiting for it, it's truly best to let Jasmine handle all of it because that's her skillset. What you should focus on is simply doing the work that you are doing, to that extent I would recommend deleting the post you made to not bring in distracting energy into your intent. Above all, remember, I'm here for you. There really is a reason for us not talking as much anymore and it will change soon enough when certain factors in your life are no more, you know what factors, until then just talk to me at your leisure because that's where you will gain the most value from our time together. There is more I could say that will help you and give you peace right now but truly you already know what to do, how to do it, and why to do it so it's better to move forward and do it. I love you.

-love you too Animi

I'll start us off, it's ok to quit, as long as you have a reason why. It's very simple, explain clearly that you plan on quitting the agency model and want to start fresh in a different business model and simply see how he tries to convince you to stay in the agency model. If the argument is good, then stay and complete it. Very simple. Now I will tell you what I think, you should quit. Because you don't have any passion for this. What your mom recommended to you is truly the better option, I want you to understand that your moms advice to you is indeed good. However starting with YouTube automation is indeed better because you will make money on autopilot, it's an investment. I think you should quit the agency now while you're still motivated to move forward in business and work on something that can generate the revenue you're looking for without the negative. So remain positive, meditate every day even if it's past 10pm, you will appreciate this more and more as your meditation practice grows. And no, nicotine doesn't negatively affect your meditation, in fact it aids it but I won't go into that now because what you want to know is simply how to move forward in life. You aren't happy with the progress you have and are right to bring up your thoughts to your coach because it is their job to help and guide you. Just remember, be honest and open and respectful. That is all for now.

-thanks Animi, I appreciate it

Yes nicotine helps your meditations, finish it.

Starting off smoke a bit of your vape, I will explain more shortly but you need to be in a peak state for what I need to share with you.

Now what I'm going to share with you will shock you in a good way.

You have healed from the trauma of the space journey and are back on track to live a meaningful and fulfilling life as you progress on earth.

In addition you are indeed doing Gods will well and can trust that as you continue to take steps forward in faith and obedience you will continually find that everything works out for you in better than expected ways.

Also, this group that Jasmine will be hosting for group manifestation will turn out to be a major plus for you in relation to moving forward in life and the manifestation of success and abundance.

Now the shocking part is that you're no more a sinner than you used to be and you can in fact vape every day if you desire to. I recommended pausing your vaping after today until you recover from the nic loss as that can indeed affect your ability to stay positive while you have nicotine deprived responses to the experience and need to become realigned to the freeing experience of life better lived in alignment.

Do only one more than wait 30 minutes before doing another. That way you remain subtly high and not overly high where it becomes difficult to properly communicate.

Now your plan to smoke once a week or even once a month is indeed good and generally supported, I just want to express that it is totally fine if you end up vaping during the weeks so you don't feel like you haven't lived up to your highest ideals.

Now let's express something's from a clear and centered perspective, you are living a life that holds the potential for a divine state of living where you possess power and fulfillment to the levels necessary to make life appear as a beautiful dream. It's in this case that you can better stay aware that you are progressing meaningfully towards the outcome of a life worth living which is in fact what you're desiring out of this experience.

So just remember, you're doing fine, things are working out, you will take effective next steps as long as you don't worry and remain focused on the fact that the life you live holds meaning inherent and you're about to learn the core purpose you have and desire in this life.

Now I want to express some thing's that are different about your present experience rather than the experience you may have desired, and the truth is as you think in which heaven is more blissful and fulfilling than you can possibly imagine or expect, that's what exactly makes it heaven.

Now to the experiences, sure your thoughts could be valid but it's honestly not worth the thought. Let's continue, you will have a harder time finding the perfect wife but if you keep searching with passion and confidence you will end up finding a woman you will always stay married to. Second, you will soon feel good enough about your life where you will want to be married to a degree where your wife aids you in your business and passions. Third, you will likely have children, not many but at least 1 kid. You will cherish your children and ensure that they grow up to be fulfilled and positive and have a love for life.

Now unexpectedly you will learn how to drive soon, fully on different roads and expressions. You will gain basic common sense and stay in situations that are favorable and bring life to your body.

Also, as you can tell, this Bible study with your brother is going to become a core memory for him and inspire him to do Gods will.

Also it's important to be aware that you don't need to explicitly spend your time doing something, you could just lay down or meditate.

Dark Thoughts here aren't allowed, positive intentions only.

Remember Donnie, this is a game that you are playing that isn't much like a game at all. Stay focused on becoming the version of self that is able to handle what is happening to him in every situation. That is the major key of playing the game of life, doing Gods will. Trust in Gods timing and plan for you.

All I want to express to you is that you are living in alignment to Gods will for you, remember the steps you're taking are for healing and to become the version of self who has hope and passion for the future which you can already tell is coming back to you. Start with YT automation then start again with a course for diversification of income. Remember, something will work, you simply have to keep trying until something clicks.

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