3/15/2021

Hello, journal? I don't know what call this, but he said I should write my thoughts and experiences down so here I am. I don't know how to explain it, imagine being on stage and feeling the audiences eye on you but then add on the sensation of someone following you, stalking you, slowly getting faster and reaching out to grab you. Those are the ones I hope to feel more but lately its been more intense. I've been seeing those silhouettes that we talked about and I know you said "Michael it's just your eyes tricking you." But I'm telling you its not my mind playing tricks on me, I know what I've been seeing and if you could too. You'll agree with me that somethings out there right doc? you've seen them before that shadow in the corner of your room that vanishes right as you look at it. You know you saw something right? I'm getting off topic but what I saw was the usual this time though slightly off. Like something or someone was holding me tightly, making it hard to breath and it felt like my heart sunk a little while looking at the silhouette. Do I really need to do this doc?