Chapter 44

Safaera's POV YEAR 2204

100th time is the charm..."this is L Robin's wolf answering. If you have a message for my master please leave it after the howl" I immediately shut my phone and threw it across the room hearing a shatter "FUCK!" I yelled without thinking I then took deep breaths and went to see the shatter it was a glass painting that's all..."could've been worse.." I sighed and went back to the table "where are you L..?" I mumbled quietly as I slowly shut my eyes relaxing my head on the chair behind me I felt a tear roll down my cheek

-LATER-

I woke up and blinked the sleep from my eyes..I felt wet I didn't start my period did I? I went to the bathroom and did the normal period check not a drop of blood..I groaned then yawned so I went to check my appearance I had wet hair and my clothes looked wrong...I just went downstairs after changing and drying my hair I tried to call L again but still the same thing I got dressed for school and went to school I immediately went to my classroom ignoring Maya I sat down and took a deep breath "today is something new no math or English...we will be talking about dreams" teacher said and I groaned...again "since Safaera seems to be in a talky mood how about she tells us her dream?" The class chanted my last name and I rubbed my forehead "I'm sorry but I-I can't" I told her and she shook her head "nonsense I'm sure your dream is wonderful come tell us child!" A student grabbed my hand and lifted me out my seat I sighed and went to the front of the class the teacher nodded and I took a deep breath

-DREAM-

I sat up a think suit jacket was wrapped around me it smelled of vanilla and water "L..." I nuzzled the jacket I stood up and saw three chairs one had a girl tied down gagged and blindfolded who looked to be 5 I looked to the chair to my left it looked to have a 10 year old girl same as the other but blindfolded I looked to the left and saw L....she had dry blood in her hair and all over her but she wore that smile..the one filled with kindness that couldn't just reach her eyes I went to the 5 year old she had bruises all over her body all of them was wearing the same thing a blank tank top and black shorts she looks like she is crying from the dry tear stains on her pale cheeks I went to the one on the left blood was barely seeable but it was seeable in the magically light that's somewhere the 10 year old wasn't sad or crying in sadness she was made and what tears she was shedding was in anger I went to the one that looked like L that I saw a few months ago she wasn't crying in any emotion you couldn't touch her without blood getting on you she had terribly scarring blood was on the tip of her lips "I'm...sorry.." she mumbled softly her smile faded blood started to spill out of her mouth her body went slack "it's alright baby.." I gently grabbed her head and placed my forehead against hers "Hey what's wrong?" I jumped and saw L was fine I went to hug her but she disappeared into smoke "oh hunny you don't remember?" She said in a warm voice "n-no.." I shakily let out "I'm not real I never was..you made me up" she stood in front of me I shook my head "no you're real! You have to be.." I mumbled her cold hands grabbed my hands and held them close "I died at 5 in 2049 hunny.." I screamed and punched her only for it to change into a house that was warm I saw a kid that looked like L to a T but she looked like she was 19 I saw a girl around the same age as the other what stood out was the icy hair and eyes "...they'll rest easy now that the war is over..." the blue lady said I looked down to see two graves -L Leah Robin- - Safaera Emily Robin- ''loving mothers and loving wives' "w-what?" I looked around only to realize it wasn't a home it was a cemetery why didn't it click! "Ya know..I never did my job correctly yet you still said good job...was that a lie?" L said her voice was soft she looked at me with sad grey eyes you couldn't spot the difference between the clouds and her eyes "no it never was L!" I grabbed her arm and she smiled softly "...lier..."she mumbled sadly as tears spilled out of her eyes suddenly I saw her hanging from a tree deep cuts in her wrist so deep it hit veins a knife was in her throat a noose was wrapped around her throat as well she gently swaying side to side blood dripping from her body..

-END OF DREAM

I Decide to say I dreamed about my kids and how cute they were I suddenly felt sick tho "are you okay?" The teacher asked me before I could say no I started to puke up and it was disgusting loud gasps was heard but the teacher went to her phone and called my parents my puking stopped two hours after they arrived which was 3 hours for them to come needless to say my throat feels like it got fucked by dirt once I was home I went to my room and got cleaned up I sat down on my bed and grabbed my head everything hurts...I don't understand why I had that dream 'metal...cold' "huh" I looked up I only saw my normal room just dimly lit I felt coldness on my back I turned around and saw no one but the coldness was still there 'cold...' I tilt my head something went flying to the wall it made a slightly loud noise I went to check to see it was a piece of metal L gave it to me when we were kids it was freezing cold colder then normal I looked at it it was torn somehow something was wrong this wasn't thin metal at all hell it was 3inches thick for fucks sake i put on a coat I then looked outside it was thudding the rain so I changed my jacket so it can survive the rain I then jumped downstairs and ran out the house "so umm where am I running too?" I asked myself still wondering why I'm even leaving my body turned left I soon passed the cafe I stopped and looked around 'snow...' I looked for frost because it will lead me to snow I saw frost on some stone far away so I ran there and kept running forward the land turned to snow 'metal...' I saw a bunch of small house like things I growled when I felt a tug to the right so I looked right where I saw a pure building with police tap wrapped around it some of it was broken tho I ran to the building the door the tap was broken in front of the door 'YES!' I looked at the metal and looked at the door there was a piece of metal torn off..There was a slight gape so I looked through to see thousands of people moving around I could see some bodies but I could see one completely..."L?....." I mumbled only for a loud alarm to blared out it's sound was deafening but I immediately backed away and ran back to home suddenly all the 5am runs payed off