My choices

Doing the 11th grade was hard for me but I had to make sure that I manage because my mother was a police officer earning less than 16k ,had to do all the needs ,food ,electricity ,clothes ,medicine ,transport ,water ,funeral covers etc. My mother is a very strict parent who always wanna know where I am and with who, we had a little bond as mother to daughter vibe 'Amanda I will be attending my computer classes' she told me while eating her breakfast 'so you will be back later than usual 'I asked her .' I will be gone for a couple of weeks ,asked your aunt to stay with you here until I come back ' I was happy because it meant I will be able to attend the party that Betty invited me to

I went school was early ,got into my class that is when I noticed that I was not really alone , I looked besides me and it was him Collin .I greeted him and he just replied with his head , I sat down and did my work 'did not know that your mother is my mother's friend ' I looked at him and he was actually staring at me .'ooh knew to me ''so will you be attending the party ' I kept quiet a bit because I was actually blushing ' I guess I will ,' Few of our classmates were getting in now .He lean close to my ear ,I could physically feel his scent ,his cologne , I felt his warm breath 'See you then ' He then left , I was feeling dizzy and excited at the same time ,maybe he has noticed me ,I mean Betty would have never tell him about how I felt about him' okay tell me what happened ,looking at that smile I know for a fact something happened ' I smiled back at my Friend ' He said he cannot wait for me to be on the party ' we both screamed and his girlfriend appeared at that very same moment and came towards us .'Well well well ,what seems do funny me ,that you are busy putting your dirty claws on my man's back mmmh ,listen here little poor thing ,his mine and mine alone understood ' I was nervous but one thing that my mother taught me was not to show people my weakness no matter how sensitive the situation may be .' or what ' I asked her ,now all my classmates were gathered next us ' Are you so insecure about your relationship ,so the poor me is a Threat ' I asked her and left them there ,so mad that I was busy fighting for a boy that is not even mine

my mother left ,be gone for 3 weeks ,I do not get along that much with my aunt ,she drinks a lot but my mother does not know that ,so she came to me the following that which was the weekend 'Manda yhuuuu ,your mother must extend this house , I cant even walk properly in this passage .I went to her and took her other bags 'Hi aunty , so much bags ' we went to her room that she was sleeping in and sat down 'so baby girl.where is that Micheal of yours ' ' I broke up with him ,he is not really a patient guy as I thought he was ' aunty looked at me and smiled ' I see but anyway ,you woill definitely find someone will be what you want okay ,I wont be sleeping her though ,MY boyfriend will pick me up ' I laughed at her 'How old are by the way ' she laughed '35 and still fresh my baby ' I left to my room and went to my whatsapp ,thats when I got a call from an unkown number ,'Amanda speaking hello ' the voice giggled 'so much fomality .expecting a call from a work vacancy ' ooh God that voice was none other than Collin's voice ,I smiled 'HI ,how did you get my tens ' 'a man gotta work hard for what they love ' I was so smilley that I could feel my cheeks burning 'wantedto see you tonight ,will you mind ' ' why do you want to see me Mr Collin .' i asked shyly ' Well lets say you will figure out when i see you , will you allow me to ' ' Yes its okay ,do you know where I live .I asked ,'yes I do my love ,...lemme get ready then see you in 10'

I brushed my teeth , was wearing a black knee length ,wore my push and was just ready for him ' and then ,you already hooking up with someone else ,whose the lucky guy then ' my aunt asked ' well ,he's not boyfriend aunty , just a friend ' I sat down and and watched TV was waiting for his call .

After a while I heard a beep of my phone , I checked it ,' Im outside' I started feeling goosebumps ,went out and there he was leaning against our fence near our outside tree , it was dark thank God .but there was a car 'you came with that car ' yes ' I was close to him now ' Its cold here ,lets stay inside the car ' we got in ' Can we move a bit far from home , you know how noisey people are '. he drove the car few houses away ' I like you ' ooh God why is he saying what I wanna here ' you do ' I asked shyly ' I do ,lemm show you ' He came closer and kissed me , i hestated at first but eventually gave in .' you are a nicer kisser, your lips are soft ' he complimented me and I just smiled ' you have a girlfriend , cheating is not okay ' H e looked ant me and giggled ' I broke up with her because after giving you that bag i knew that I want you all to me .You are smart , kind and not selfish just like her ,thats why I like you .come to the Party I will show you flames

I dont wanna lie after meeting him I felt like I knew him already ,that kiss ,him saying he had broken up with her , wanting me to be at the party what did he mean by showing me flames ,I was a bit excited and nervous at the same time , I called my friend and told her se was happy but felt like I gave in too early with the kiss thing ,I did not care . all I wanted was to see the whole school reaction learning that I date him now ,me . the poor kid at school as they had described