Chapter one
The clouds were dark and gloomy , as if those lighting
thunder could guess the fore math of the incident
, the roads were dark and dimly lit by street
lamps , though there was only one left that was
working , going out and on every few seconds ,
leaving the road to depend on an unreliable
source of light , the houses were dull and colorless ,
the whole town looked plain , empty and quite , too
quite . The rusted car drove on slowly to a
specifically darker house to deliver a person .
A person who's future is as dull as the town .
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" Don't tell me we have to keep .. Keep him in the ..! "
Stuttered Peterson black ,incredulously , lavender
black stood next to her husband , dumbfounded ,
mouth slightly open , shaking her head as if waking
herself from a bad dream . Conerlad santill stood
before them , holding something in his arms , he
said " so you refused this offer ? Aren't you afraid
of what it says ? That he would seek revenge , that
" he hesitated , then continued " well , if your ready
for the consequences " he bowed slightly and made
to leave , but then he turned and said " I also admire
this act of .. Let's say ... Foolish bravery ," smiling
silently , he bowed again , quite mockingly even ,
then turned to leave " wait ! " said lavender black ,
emerging from her shock , Peterson looked at her ,
surprised , while conerlad stood at the door , lavender
shot her husband a pleading look , Peterson opened
his mouth to speak , then closed it again , conerlad
tapped his legs impatiently , Peterson hesitated
then said " ok , we will take ... Take him " .
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Chapter 2
" Shut up ! You idiot ! Do you want our neighbors to hear ! "
Peterson black whispered urgently ,holding stalen by the
shirt and shaking him , stalen stared bitterly at the ground ,
muttering curses he would have loved to say out loud , " sorry "
he said bitterly , staring at ground with a piercing stare , he
pulled away and stomped of to his room l if you can call it that
" mind your stomping " Peterson called angrily after him ,
Peterson was always afraid his neighbors would hear , as he
was a proud business man , and his reputation was important
to him . He always tries not to let his anger at stalen betray
him , but it seemed impossible ,so if they ask , he would say
it was at his own son , Stan Peterson black ,who was born
after they agreed to keep stalen by 3 month , who was
named late to be similar to petersons son , to feed his
neighbors questioned curiosity . Stalen didn't have a
second name as he was an orphan with unknown parents ,
Peterson refused to name stalen by his own name and
second name so as to not ruin his prideful tittle to what
he thought was an undeserving kid .
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Chapter 3
Peterson flipped through the news papers and stopped
at one page , looking confused , " lavender , lavender ! "
lavender hurried to her husband and sat down , drying
her hands on a table towel , " yes yes what is it , I still
have some dishes to wash " she said ,bending down
to pick up the dropped towel and placing it neatly
back into place ,her long wavy black hair falling
to her shoulders , " look " Peterson said , he threw
the papers to her hands , she flipped through
it while saying " what is it " anxiously , " this , this
page , he said , snatching the paper and pointing a
short stubby finger much like himself to a picture that
was suspiciously familiar , lavender peered at it for a
while then gave an audible gasp " is that .. Is that stalen ! "
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lavender took the papers and read it out loud " mike
sandew , the miraculous boy who saved 22 people's
lives the past 3 years , saved yet another life 3 days ago ,
on June 7 , a young girl , aged 5 , who had attempted to
swim in the adults pool she has been warned against ,
started having troubles staying afloat " when I saw her
drowning , I knew it was up to me , there wasn't anyone
except two people , a lady who either couldn't see what
was happening or , most likely ,pretending not to see , and
a man who clearly saw what happened but was terrified of
the prospect of going in , I jumped in , and to be honest ,
it was difficult to swim with cloths not made for swimming ,
it filled up with water and weighed me down but I was
determined that nothing should stop me " says mike sandew ,
aged 12 , the mother expressed her gratefulness to us and
showed guilty signs of leaving her daughter alone , " I
greatly thank my daughters save l I don't know what I
could have done without him " the life guard has been
fired and the pool is closed until further notices , and
hopefully will open before 5 July , to know more , please
contact funpoolforall.com or poolnewsinpaper.com ."
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" That can't be stalen because he was with us
for the past 11 years " said lavender , " yeah
and his name certainly isn't mike " said Peterson ,
" and stalen isn't 12 years old " lavender remarked ,
" true , and he won't do something like save a life "
lavender nodded , but Peterson bit his lips , he said
" but the picture , it's ... " he stared at the picture
he thought was stalen , it stared back at him with
an innocent smile but something a bit sly in his grey
eyes , " it's probably a coincidence " lavender said ,
too quickly , " he can't be stalen ... well I gotta get
going " Peterson nodded but he still looked a bit
troubled .
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Chapter 4
Stalen lay in the floor , he felt so angry and hurt , he
had so many unanswered questions pecking at his head ,
he picked up the only thing he owned , a picture of his parents ,
his father had dish- washer blonde hair and green eyes , and
his mother had long black -brown hair and cold Grey eyes ,
stalen thought he had his father's dish-washer blond hair
and his mothers grey eyes , stalen sighed , he placed the
picture carefully on the floor , why was he here with those
ghastly people , Stan told him he heard his mom and dad ,
emphasizing the word his ,that they would rather do anything
than keep him , that didn't quite come as a shock , but it hurt
anyway , stalen sighed deeply and pushed his short cropped
bangs sideways behind his ears ,he got up and left his tiny and
furniture less room , he slammed the door loudly and flopped
down the dark purple couch .
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he saw Stan , who was eleven , getting ready for school ,
he glared enviously at him , feeling a strong emotion of
jealousy bubble up inside him , Stan saw him look and
smirked at him , stalen was stung by he injustice of it
but he said " don't look at me like that , I'm no baby
like you , school is for losers " Stan pretended to look hurt and
Peterson roared " you boy , what do you think your doing , insulting
my s.." he looked sideways , as if expecting his neighbors to pop
Out any moment . " fine , fine , I'm leaving , and you'll never see
me again " stalen said quitely. His grey eyes dangerous .peterson
Opened the door and made a id love that gesture , stalen debated
wether to go get his only belonging ,but decided against it , it was
better to go light weighted , " this is the best moment in my life "
stalen said savagely , " and mine , I should've done it sooner , no
wonder your mother walked out on you " stalen stopped short , his
mother , his mother walked out on him ? He didn't know if this was
true or if Peterson was only saying this to get on his nerves , but the
thought that it may be true made him feel more alone than ever , he
had so many questions but when he turned to ask the door had
slammed shut .
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Stalen dragged himself across the street , not knowing
we're hell end up , he felt his frustration swell up inside
him , he kicked at an old street chair , the leg broke
off , and stalen backed away in surprise , hopping on
the spot , holding his toes and biting his lips in pain ,
trying to clear his stinging eyes , he saw three figures
at the far end , he squinted his eyes and saw three boys ,
he thought they may help him , so he hurried towards them ,
but as he got closer , he got more hesitant .
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he could see
three boys all the ages of 16 or 17 . One was tanned with
black - brown eyes , he would have looked nice if it weren't
for the ugly smirk playing on his lips . The other one was a
boy with a scarred face . He had a muscular body and almost
the same smirk on his scarred face , his blue eyes mocking
and cold .the last was a boy with a long blonde ponytail and
a face that's similar to someone who's out in the cold with
summer cloths , red and pink , with long sharp fingernails ,
there was a paint bucket on the ground and all three were
holding paint-brushes , obviously responsible for graviti ,
there teared jeans jackets was smeared with paint , stalen
was about to turn back when he felt long sharp finger nails
digging into his shoulders .
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stalen slowly turned around and saw the ponytail guy
smirking at him " wanted something " he drawled ,
in a Scottish accent , stalen opened his mouth to speak
but no sound came out " s that boy the one who broke the chair ,
me saw him " said the tanned guy lazily , " that was quite a good
kick " laughed the scarred guy , " good one , little kid " the ponytail
guy , who seemed to be the leader , smiled , tightening his grip ,
" maybe he should join us , you want to ? " he asked , daring him
to say no , stalen was about to refuse but then all the rage , hurt ,
pain came back to him , he remembered how good it felt venting
out his frustration At the chair , he looked up at his holders face ,
and slowly , he nodded.
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Chapter 5
" Great , knew it since I saw you " the leader said , he
handed him a big-sized brush and pointed at the bucket
of paint , stalen was unsure what to do , so he stayed still ,
" gonna back out " the leader said menacingly , " no no I
just , don't know what to do , can I do anything ? " all three
boys glanced at each other and roared in laughter " yes ,
you can do anything you want " the leader said , mimicking
stalens voice , stalen bent down and placed the brush on
the floor , heaved up the bucket and threw it violently to
the wall .
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he saw the dark red paint drip slowly down the
wall " it's like blood , maybe Stan and his parents blood ,
maybe every single stranger who hates me without knowing
me , pass me without understanding " stalen thought Angrily ,
pouring the red paint again and again more furiously each
time , stalen thought how when he looked outside the window
and sees the the walls full of graviti , he thought how bad those
people were , but now , he knew , he understood , and those
people are the closest thing to friends he ever had , he
continued pouring paint until he realized the bucket was
empty already , he placed the empty bucket back down and
picked up the brush to spread the paint , but before he could
start he felt a firm hand on his shoulders , he thought it was one
of the three guys , but to his horror , when he turned to look ,
instead of one of the familiar faces , it was a bulky face of a
policeman .
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Chapter 6
" now your gonna hand me this like a good little boy "
the policeman growled , stalen gave him the brush ,
trying to steady his shaking hands , he was scared ,
but most of all he was hurt all over again of his friends ,
for what he thought were his friends , betrayal , maybe
he was wrong after all . When he looked up he realized
the policeman was talking , " can you hear me , young
man ! " he was saying angrily , " um.. Sorry , can you ..
Can you repeat ? " stalen said timidly , " aren't you that
mike guy ? " asked the policeman , stalen , puzzled ,
said "Er....who ? I mean , err.. No .. I " , " knew it can't
be you " interrupted the policeman , quite as much to
himself than to stalen , " well , your coming with me ,
understood ? " his voice was strong , his grip was tight ,
his expression was firm , stalen knew it was no use trying
to escape , he once again , nodded to the worst , suddenly ,
the prospect of staying with the Peterson family didn't
seem such a bad idea after all .
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" listen here , mister , your gonna wait here tell we
till we escort you inside , got it ? " stalen nodded
weakly , looking at the beady-eyed face , tapping
his leg nervously. He closed his eyes shut firmly
and stayed still , hoping that when he opened it he
would be in bed and that this all was just a dream ,
or more likely m a nightmare , but when he opened
his eyes , he was still in the same place , deeply
disappointed , he waited impatiently in the
Really uncomfortable chair that had no back ,
no hands , and was cracked in the middle , crammed
at the very corner of the empty room , and a 25 long ,
agonizing minutes later , he was steered inside .
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stalen ,
despite himself , gave a inner gasp , the room was big , the
walls were cream colored and the chairs were light pink and
cushioned , there was some streaks of metal black here and
there . There was a chair in the middle of the room , it was
decorated in chains , so the back was pocky and uncomfortable
the color was water- rusted silver . And it looked uninviting ,
stalen guessed it was for him , behind the chair was a mixed
brown - colored table with a light black counted circle in the
middle , most probably for the hammer , " stalen thought , he
was being tried full court , no way , did people have it in for him
that much ? Stalen glanced at the people , they all looked
gleeful , he walked slowly to the chair and sat down miserably ,
not sure if he was ready for what was to come , but trying to ,
with a deep breath , he braced himself .
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the people went silent and the judge spoke up dramatically
" hearing for the juvenile offender stalen nick sandew ,
charged for stolen paint , graviti and public items sabotage
" stalen couldn't hear any more , the rest of the judges were
muffled , like someone just jammed their fingers in his ears ,
and some time even later m the voice died away completely ,
his mind was full to bursting point , his name was
stalen nick sandew ? He really couldn't believe it ,
how was it possible ? Is that really his father ?
his fathers name is nick sandew ,Why didn't anyone
Tell him ? " because no one wanted to talk to him anyway "
he reasoned , and was he old enough to go to jail ? He hoped
not , he really did .
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Stalen heard muffled boos and he realized it came from
the crowd , he knew he must have lost the case ,and
dropped his head , all hope was lost , we're will they send
him , what will happen to him , he felt to warm tears trickle
down his Cheeks , " oh no , think of a happy thought , think
of a happy memory ! " he told himself , but he didn't have
any happy memory , he wiped his cheeks quickly , crying
was for girls , for weak people , for baby's , he was none , a
man in white and black came to him his hands were pulled
roughly behind him , and the man dragged him forwards
toward a door he hadn't noticed before , but suddenly ,
he heard a loud booming voice " bring him back know ,
my defence wasn't spoken "
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Chapter 7
Everyone looked up ,startled , stalen glanced quickly
behind his back and saw a man with kindly brown eyes
and little white in his healthy black hair , " sorry , but the
case had been closed already " the man shot a glare
At him , straighten his back importantly , " sir " the judge
added on second thought , "I hadn't said my defence and
its in the book of laws that everyone is allowed the place
their evidence with for or against the case , and that you
should let everyone speak before hurrying the results " the
man declared , " er , sorry but you had a chance to speak before
and you didnt , So now you can't " the judge replied firmly .
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" your GAURDS , kept me , they asked everyone if they're
interrogators or witnesses for defence they all said interrogators
except me , so they kept me up , I wonder why " the man bellowed
with a hint of sarcasm in his voice , " oh , I'm not sure if that happened
and " " you don't believe me ? " the man said quietly , his voice
calm but dangerous " no no it's just that.." Stammered the
judge ," good , now let me speak , ehem , firstly , this boy
was seen with three other members of the , let's say , gang ,
and they all were much older than him , and probably more
responsible for everything , from stealing the brushes and
paint buckets and paint , and doing most of the gravviti ,
while the kid has never stolen before , isn't that right before
boy ? " the man asked pointedly " Er .. Yes " lied stalen ,
remembering all the days he'd escape the house at night hungry
and steal all types of snacks " see , so if you focused on getting
the more responsible trouble makers , then you'd probably would have
helped more , secondly " , "excuse me " the judge interrupted ,
" this boy was was seen doing damage , he can't be let of so easily , "
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the man continued as if he hadn't heard " secondly ,
the boy is to young to be full-trailed full court , and what your doing is
throughly wrong , thirdly ", " how about the chair , are you gonna ignore that "
the judge interrupted yet again angrily , " the chair wasn't
his fault and if you kept up with your job and upgraded all
the public items when they become as old as they are now , nothing would
have happened , the boy walked past by and accident and hit the chair , he
wouldn't do it on purpose , it would hurt his own leg ,right ? " stalen hesitated
then slowly nodded " so you should feel lucky that he tripped over it and that
it broke so that no one would bother sitting on it rather than them thinking
is would hold their wheight and sit then get injured and it's all on
you , as for the gravviti " the man continued " it's in your book
of laws that first times only get warned and not fully charged ,
especially for a young kid , and as far as I can see , you already ,
already " he repeated " gave him a very severe enough warning , and very
severe punishment too "
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stalen looked guiltily at the ground , was it first time ?
He tried to forget the day when he was playing ' climb the steel wall ' and
broke 3 steel bars down each other , he still had the scar of that fall .
there was a long silence that was broken by the judge " and you are ? "
" Dan Robert Jackson , brother of Rebecca arens Mathews husband
nick sandew starlen ," Dan replied , the judge looked at him with
disbelieve , nick !? The nick ?!" The judge said with wide eyes ,
Dan nodded , the judge looked in awe at him , stalen thought
that it didn't really suit him , the firmness looked better . The
judge tried to regain his- self , " check if this is true .. " he
muttered to the man in black and white who almost escorted
Stalen to trouble , the man checked through the papers swiftly
and found what he was looking for , " yes , he
is mentioned " the man replied , he judge nodded and asked " do
you readily accept your new role of a family member , uncle and legal
guardian of stalen nick sandew ? " Dan coughed and said " I can
happily say , that is correct " .
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Chapter 8
Stalen didn't know anything that happened next his head
was swimming , he wanted to cry out , he wanted to wake
up and realize this all was a dream , " no , that's not true ,
I don't have any family , if I did , you would have taken me
way earlier " he croaked , dan looked sadly at him " I didn't
have a chance , I'm so sorry , I hope you accept my apology "
stalen thought about it as he looked Around , he hadn't noticed
they got out of the building , andthat reminded him that Dan had
just got him out if an impossible mess , and how nice it would be to
live somewhere instead of wandering uselessly around and getting
himself in trouble again , " I do , but I can't come and live with you ,
I don't think your up to it , I'm not that good little kid everyone's has
or wants , no one likes me , and I don't think you do either , I'm not
coming " stalen said very quickly , his breath getting louder. His eyes
filing up with water , " not again " he thought , he quickly blinked them
back and turned to walk away .
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" where will you go ? " said a sympathetic voice ,
" yah , were ? " he told himself , " anywhere but
here " he answered rudely , Dan looked upset , " I
thought ....I .. " Stan stared quietly at the ground ,
it was a parking lot , with all sorts of cars and vehicles ,
all of them in different colors , some are Even Pink and
green , those odd colors " they do it for attention , most
probably , everything everyone wants nowadays is fame
and money , while all I ever asked for is a home , a family ,
Someone to love me , someone I could love ." He thought ,
" here it is , what you ask for , well at least Most of what
you could ask For that you could find. all at once , it's in
front of you , your turning it down. Then your going to
rant on your self-pity while a chance is in front of you
and it may not come again " , " ok , I , I will come "
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Stalen hesitated , the continued " but only for now , I
may change my mind anytime anyway ,I don't to be a heavy
weight on anyone , I don't want anyone to hold anything on me "
stalen said , Dan agreed , " you won't be a heavy weight on me "
he said , stalen didn't reply , because he didn't believe , he never did ,
all this world was built in lies . " follow me " dans voice broke his train
of thought , Stan followed , his eyes still on he ground , counting
the times he sees the letter p on the black rock hard ground ,
Dan halted to a stop and stalen bumped into him " sorry " he
said , he was quite proud he said that as he was so close to
telling him he should warn others of his sudden stop , but he
didn't want to lose him that quickly , " we are there ! " Dan
exclaimed , stalen rubbed his aching hands that slammed against
Dan then turned to look for the house " err , you sure ? I don't see
anything , were still in the parking lot " stalen asked , Dan nodded
pointing at something , " yes , it's that one over there , do you see it ?
That mini-van " .
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Chapter 9
" we're living in a minivan ?! " stalen asked incredulously ,
he was quite disappointed , because he thought , after
all he went through , he was going to end up somewhere
nice to pay back everything , not a car so old and decaying ,
so faded in colors and cracked , he didn't know where he was
better of , " oh no , it's not what it seems like , don't judge a book
by its cover " Dan chuckled , he opened the sliding door , and
stalen let out a loud gasp , the inside was the total opposite of
the outside , the colors were bright and clear , the furniture were
new and clean , and space looked way bigger than the minivan
could have brought out . " welcome home "
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Stalen felt weird , it can't be to him that he word home was used to ,
he never actually have a home , he never felt in home ever before , and
no one ever told him he could count the place he lived in as home .
" surprised , aren't you ? Told you it's not what it seems " Dan said ,
smiling . " yeah , but why don't you , like , upgrade the outside or
something , it's not really ..." Stalen bit his tongue , he shouldn't
say anything rude before he even entered . " that trick is probably
one of the oldest in the books , but it's still so good to use , cause
no one bothers to look any further if the outside is not in their taste ,
helps keep away robbers , you know ? , Cause this isn't just a car ,
it has many valuable things inside for me " Dan replied , " smart "
stalen said approvingly , then he grew surprised at himself , he
never really complimented anyone before , and if someone in the
past told him he'd do it someday he wouldn't believe him .
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Dan smiled appreciatively and said , " well , are we gonna stand outside all
day ? Come on in ! " stalen stepped inside and the first thing he saw were
rows and rows of books on the walls of the van , he was mesmerized by all
the shapes , sizes , colors of all books , not a fan of books himself , he was
quite surprised he was even interested , " err , am I allowed to , read
anything ? " stalen asked , " of course you can , you don't need to ask , just be carful with them . "Dan exclaimed , " oh , thanks , in my old...in the
place I used to live , I wasn't allowed to , so that's why I asked "
stalen said quietly , Danshifted nervously from foot to foot ,
then said " but that didn't stopyou , right ? " a grin came
creeping at stalen's face , and Dan , whowas relieved
at lighting the mood , laughed out loud , stalen joined
in but stopped almost right away .
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Chapter 10
laughing wasn't a habit he usually has , or does at all all the
years he lived , he always wished he has people or friends to laugh
With , so he always laughs when Stan or his parents , whom he hates ,
gets in trouble or gets injured , he knows that as wrong , but everything
right now was wrong , like not having his parents , for instance , or
living with people like petersons family , and even though he wished he
could laugh for normal reasons like others do , he says that laughing
is for little and unsuccessful kids , a waste of time , but he didn't know
who he was convincing , them or himself , and when stalen realized
he had just laughed for a real reason , he thought joyfully that maybe
He could stay forever , that maybe this is the house for him .
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Stalen looked over at the wall of books closely once
again , thinking about which one he wishes to read ,
but something caught his eye , there was a book with
a black leather cover and back that had no author , no
title , and no back description , pages old and yellow ,
it was so plain that it stood out , he picked it up slowly
and admired the heavy weight , he flipped through the
pages , but Only a few of the pages were full , and the
words were barely there ,so stalen had to stare at it for a
while to start to see it clearly , and the rest of the pages
were empty , completely empty .
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stalen knew right away that this was the
right one , he was so curious that he couldn't wait , he
placed it back gently , moving his finger across the leather
cover , it felt surprisingly smooth , it was Weird but pleasant , he was
surprised by his sparked interest and his gentle placing of
the book , that wasn't the his usual type , but he realized that
maybe it's because books now meant something important to
him , he has something he could share , and that was something
that never happened to him before .
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he heard Dan call him , but
he ignored him , he still didn't now him well enough , he wished
he could just stay a bit Longer , not only to read the book , he
wanted to know everything that happened , and he knew that
only Dan can help him , he gave the book one last glance and
trudged to Dan , " I want to know about everything , now " stalen
didn't care how he sounded , for this long he was kept in the dark ,
relying on guesses , he didn't want to stay a single day like that
ever again . " everything will be explained tomorrow , there is no
need to worry " Dan said , stalen shot him an angry look but Dan
didn't see it as his back was turned , and after a few seconds stalen
was glad he didn't see , because that might have meant the end of
being here . Of the new life . Of HIS new life .
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Chapter 11
" bed time , now , go on " Dan said merrily , " it's over there "
he pointed at a plain room in the corner , he was so happy he
had a child in his own care , he always wished to have a child
but never found the right woman to be his wife and his child's
mother , so this was the best next thing , he he enjoyed doing
things usual parents hate and take for granted like telling their
children rules they now they won't even follow or talking about
something they know will start a argument , but that made Dan
feel like a father , " but.. " stalen argued , he would have stubbornly
refused but the time he felt so tired , and felt his eyes heavy ,closing .
" fineee " he said , but secretly he was happy , because no one ever
bothered to tell him any rule or anything before , he usually jeers at
others and tells them that they were wimpy for listening to their parents
and sleeping early and not eating ice cream before dinner , they always
looked jealously at him , which he liked , but he always wished there was
someone to care for him and give him rules like any other normal child ,
so when he pretended to grumble and mumble while going to bed , he
had a tiny jump in his steps that he was trying so hard to hide .
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When he opened his bedroom door . He was hit by sudden
disappointment , the room was white , plain and empty except
for one tiny chair and a Tiny bed , no better than his other room ,
he thought that if everything changed for him then so would this ,
but he knew he should be grateful anyway , but he could barely
hide his disappointment , " oh yeah , I know , it's not that colorful
like the other rooms , sorry bout that , it's because i didn't know
your coming , I was still looking for you , I didn't know you that well ,
I wasn't sure if your coming with me or what exactly would happen ,
so this room was just a guest room , sometimes if I'm really tired I
sleep here , but usually I don't sleep , I just take naps , so I take my
cat nap outside on the couch , i don't really need full sleep , I'm usually
either driving to somewhere important for my work , or working online
on my laptop , if I'm bored I just read. You know. I think you noticed ,
I'm kind of a book person , my only company " Dan chuckled , tho
there was something quite the opposite in his eyes .
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" maybe one day we can go shopping and get some stuff to decorate
your room " Stalen nodded and looked at the bed , he didn't know why
he didn't notice that before because even though it was plain , it looked
warm , nice , and Inviting , unlike in his other room , were he just had a thin
teared blanket that was a really old and dirty hand-me-down , and a
pillow stuffed with crunched up paper balls ,he jumped it to bed
and looked at Dan , he gathered the courage to utter the single word
that he only ever heard people use but never imagined or guessed he
ever would , " night " , Dan smiled at him and replied with twinkling
eyes " goodnight , stalen " he closed the door , feeling like he just
did a huge achievement , only children tell their parents these
words , or people they really love , ' I can really count stalen as mine '
Dan thought , and before stalen fell asleep in front of all that happened
that day , he he gave a smile of pleasure , he didn't know that just a
word can make someone feel that way , and then he fell almost instantly
into deep sleep . Deep sleep ....
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Chapter 12
The next morning he woke up , feeling refreshed , and
stared at the ceiling , a bit confused , he forgot what
happened and was thinking, why does this room look
so different , And then everything hit him , and to let
out the strong emotions welling up inside him , he jumped
off the bed and ran outside , Dan was sitting the the couch
" good morning sleepy head , it's already 3 o' clock in the
afternoon , I thought you'd wake up tomorrow , " Dan
laughed , " well , I need the bathroom but decided to wait
for you , I'm going now , then I'm going to get breakfast
ready , you must be hungry " stalen nodded , feeling his
stomach rumble and went inside the kitchen to check it
out , and once again he was , against his will , impressed .
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even though it was small in size , the kitchen was full of all
the things you could need , and even though stalen didn't
know so much in this kind of thing , he noticed that they
all were on the latest version , looking more luxurious than
the things in petersons house , and that was something as
they were always extremely interested in showing off and
getting the best things , stalen looked around , the kitchen
was brown-black color , that showed how clean and neat
the kitchen was , there was a chair in the middle of the room
and a window at the side of the wall , the view was great ,
But stalen was a bit surprised they moved from the parking
lot to a office building , then he remembered that the house
was a minivan , stalen went outside just as Dan exited the
bathroom , stalen went inside and locked the door ,examining
the dark blue color of the bathroom , it looked good because
almost everything ,concept the toilet paper . As in the same
color , even the seat , " take a bath , I got some cloth ready for
you in your room " stalen nodded , not aware no one will see it ,
he heard the sound of a door closing and wondered what door
was being closed .
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Stalen wondered wich door could it be , but lost interest , soon , he was out and wrapped in a towel. Shivering , the water was cold and stalen didn't take long , and the water couldn't really be enjoyed , he went inside the room and changed . He heard Dan saying "I hope the cloth fit , I drove to the office building because that street had a cloth shop , but I didn't now if was your size , I'm hoping it is " stalen chuckled and went to the bathroom again to look at his bizarre appearance , he cloth were fine but they were a bit short and tight , when he went out Dan said " well , it could last a few days. Maybe one day i can go get some cloths and take you with me to choose " stalen smiled and sat at the table , the food smelled great and stalen heard his stomach grumble again , he picked up the fork and spoon but found it hard to eat that way so he placed it down and started eating the way he always does , with his hands , gulping down the food noisily , he was so hungry . But unlike Peterson , Dan didn't criticize him . " did you make this food ? It tastes good " Dan laughed and said " I'm glad you think so. But I'm no THAT Good at cooking , on , i think I'm not good at all , I bought this " both laughed and continued stuffing chicken legs , fries , and drinking soup .
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When they were done , stalen washed his hands quickly and helped with the Washing up . Dan was coughing suspiciously unrealistically and stalen knew it was fake " errrr ... You want something ? " he asked , " oh no . I mean .. Yes .. Soo ... So I was going to say that I'm going to leave for some hours to do .. Err .. Something.. I mean ... Do some work and .. Yeah , so .. Err .. Yeah .. And you can do anything you want until I come and then we can talk about anything you'd like " stalen was growing suspicious by every word but the last sentence cleared things up . A little . " oh no . You promised to talk after I woke up , I'm awake , then you said after I take a shower and change and eat and I AGREED , now your telling me after you come !! " " I'm sorry .. Really . My Mail.. I mean my work can't wait , but the talk can .. I won't forget my self in those few hours . Haha..ha.h..a..h...." He laughed nervously , and the went hurriedly to the drivers seat . Avoiding eye contact .
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Chapter 13
After Dan left , stalen groaned , looking around , trying to familirize himself
With his new surroundings , after some time looking around , he got bored and slumped back on the couch , his eyes closing . When he woke up he decided to check out the books more carfuly , he stretched and stood up , walking towards the book wall , he eyes slowly serched for that book , the one book that really caught his eyes last time , but after what seemed like a long time he still couldn't find it . He was about to give up when suddenly at tye corner of his eyes he caught sight of something " read me .... read me " it seemed to say it was dark - brown , old , big , heavy and ... blank .
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Stalen stretched his hands and pulled it slowly put of its
shelf , gently trying to make the other books stay still ,
as he went back to the couch and opened the book
really carfuly , stalen was surprised by how he was
treating the book , but he felt like he should , a gut
feeling . " just be carfuly with them " he heard his
mind tell him , he shook his head and tried to ignore
all his feelings , something he didn't know existed
till know , and Finally , finally he got to know what
this book talked about ! He shifted a little , trying to
get himself into a more comfortable position , and
placed the book on his lap , he slowly began to
read .
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Chapter 14
' this is a myth , a legend, a story that went on
for century's farther than you can ever imagine
but most people forgot it , all except my grandma ,
she used to tell me this story all the time , and I
loved it plot , so that i always asked for it again , this
is the story I would like to share to you , but be aware , this not
just any old story , keep that in mind . Let's start at the
beginning , as my grandmother used to say . At the
very beginning . It all started with this...
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There was this old man who had once saved the life of
a young lady from drowning and always reminds her
of it , " what can I do to pay back what I owe
You , good man ? " she always asks
whenever he reminds her " there is nothing
now you could do that I can't do " everyday was
the same , until the young lady felt that finally
he forgotten her great dept and started to
breath a tiny bit more freely , one day the man
called her over , and when she came , he told
her " remember how I saved your life ? "
and the poor girl looked down and nodded ,
' he had far from forgotten ' she thought .
" well , I have something for you to do
that will pay back your dept " .
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" if you didn't know , I'm a principal at a ... Let's say ... umm
.. unsual school , and I had unuckly been , cursed ...Err. ..
I mean , diagnosed , ..yeah.diagnosed...with cancer ... so
i'm sure to die soon , I want you , when I die , to come
out to take a place as a teacher in school and then meet
your brother , who I know he and his gang will take over the
school to ruin just out of spite , tell him that I kidnapped you
and when you died you came as quickly as possible to them ,
to anything to convict them your with them , I don't think it will
be hard , he adores you , your job is to protect students , but
don't let anyone k ow , not even the students .... " the woman
was so confused and puzzled but promised to do her best .
" Your best is not enough , I want you do save every student ,
every single one "
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So the young woman did as told , and lucky manged
to convince her brother , who , shamefuly , was a
member of a gang , A murderer .And got a job , she
saw things in that school , that she says was like
magic , but she never said more , and every time
a child gets sent to the gang member she tells
them she'd like to punish them instead , and she
gives them the most severe punishment to not
arouse suspicion but the lest physically harmful
one she can find , she never manages to save
them all , but she did do a great job , and no one ,
no one ever knew her true identity , and the children
would called her " the worst bratty teacher " and
way worse things behind her back , and she knew
it , but was forced to hide her identity , all her life
wasted pay g back the old man , she liked to help
students , she really did , but she died hated , known
as " the evil Mary queen 3" on the papers of all the
old police cases as must be found , while she spent
her life protecting the kids . '
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stalen turned the next page , there were lots of other
pages , but they all were empty . He placed the book
back and thought on what he read , he felt aomething ,
a new feeling , something he never felt before , and
then he realized what it was , it was pity , " it's just
a stupid charcter " he told himself , but he couldn't
help it , before he could think more about it , he heard
the door open and looked up to see Dan coming in ,
" hey stalen " stalen didn't answer , 'you just remembered
to come home ' he thought sarcastically .he went into his
own room , sulking , then remembered that he was just about
to know the truth he wanted , waited for for too long , in no time
he had zoomed out of the room and to Dan , who was sitting
the table , already changed . " are you going to tell me now ?
Or do you have another stupid excuse " he bit his tongue ,
noo , he was not supposed to be that rude , and , reading
the expression Dan had , he knew he was going to be on
the streets...again " I'm sorry , stalen , I" stalen couldn't hear
any more , he knew he was about to be kicked out right that
moment " ok .. I'm going ...I. ..yea..fine...err. .ok...whatever...
I'll leave...Its ok.... " and out of the door he went .
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" wait " he felt a iron grip on his arms , and
stalen didn't bother to lift his head , and
even if he did , he wouldn't , because he
doesn't want anyone to see him crying
' boys don't cry ' that's what everyone a
lways tell him , thats how it all started ,
that's how he stopped feeling . " yeah ,
ok , I know , I don't want my stuff , I don't
have much , they're not important ,
they're mostly yours in the first place "
he croaked m trying to pull his arm
free but his grip was to hard . He was
pulled back inside , stalen felt his
face must be dry enough and looked
up he saw Dan looking incrediously
at him " what in the world has gone
wrong with you ? " .
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stalen didn't know what type of
game he was playing " your..your
the one who told me to go.. go out "
" told you what ? You kidding me right ?
Since when ! " stalen was getting
frustrated " you just said so , you
said I'm sorry stalen .. " stalen
couldn't countinue , he didn't
know what else to say " oh my
god , are your ears still working "
chuckled Dan " I said , I'm sorry
Dan for telling you late , let's sit
down and I will tell you everything "
stalen looked stunned " really ! "
he asked , Dan nodded , chuckling
stalen breathed a quite sigh of
relief and Dan made a sercastic
bow , hands outstretched " may
you " stalen forced a chuckle
and walked to the table , Dan
right behind him , they both
pulled and chair and sat down ,
stalen finally satisfied that the
answers he and ways seeked
is finally here.
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Well , as you alread'y know , I'm your uncle , and ,
well , your father died when your were one ,
after the incident , the one were you pushed
your father towards the shot..look . I'll tell
you something , you were only one , really ,
it just was a wrong movement at tge wrong
time , when I think about it , it's so odd that
people think of you that way when your just
one at the time , but it's just that your father
was someone famous , really famous , he
was in the army at 13 years when the world
war two started and he helped win it , leaving
unharmed . He was then promoted general
and , among other things he did for the people ,
he , he was just really loved amongst his people
And people were shocked that he manged to
survive many many things and gets beaten by
a single push of yours , they thought you must
have some sort of evil power .
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they really weren't that sure , but they
thought it's better just to avoid you to be
on the safe side ... so .. your ... Your mom did abandon
you and she went to marry another man , and they
married and got a child , who's name is Mike sandew ,
because the mother insisted to name him after your
father and your step dad .so you see ? You do have
a mother , even though she reqlly isn't that nice ,
and you do have a stepdad , me , and your
half-brother , you do have family , you
do .
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The next day stalen woke up , a bit more
used to the house , he remembered all
that Dan had told him and asked himself
" are answers really what I wanted , or did
I just want lies as long as therye good news ?
" stalen shook his head and went out , we're
he found a plate of scrambled eggs in front
of him a part of it black and burned , stalen
remembered what Dan has said " I'm not really
that great a cook " stalen chuckled quitely and
started eating .
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when his plate was finished he went in
and changed into proper cloth , as Dan
had told him they were going to go out to shop
for cloth , and stalen was secretly very excited ,
after changing he went into the bathroom and
brushed his teeth with thz nez toothbrush dan
got for him , and then went out to find Dan out
of his bedroom , all ready , and driving "
goodmorning stalen , you already up and
ready ? good " soon Dan stopped and
practically jumped right out of the van ,
stalen right behind him , for stalen , he
felt like he'll have the best day
ever .
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Stalen was right , it was the best day ever ,
even tho he pretended he didn't like it all
the day long " shopping is for girls " he
kept complaining , but he was secretly
enjoying every single minute of it . He
had went to over 12 shops to finally
find some clothing he liked that fit ,
the shirt was plain blue and the pants
black , yes , stalen liked simple colors
and simple things . But the best part
Of the day was when Dan asked him
a question " do you want other cloths ?
You only choose one " " nah , I don't
want anymore , one is fine " dan
smiled and said " well , we still
have one more shop to visit " ,
puzzled , stalen followed .
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" an iPad ! Really ? I ... I never had
something as valuable as this .. it
...petersons son had one and i...
I never imagine I'll get one ...it ...
thank you " stalen said quitely "
it's nothing really " Dan answered ,
smiling really big , he felt great
because he worried his gift won't
please stalen " well , let's go
home and then you can try out
your ipad " stalen nodded , and
they both walked to the minivan ,
their home ' that's the best part
about the minivan , your house
is always close to you " he thought .
He changed in world record timing
and went into his bed to check out
his first valuable belonging .
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" er... hey , look " stalen called , he always
trys to avoid calling Dan because he didn't
know what to adress him " Dan walked
towards him and peered at is ipad "
is that another of the games your
downloading ? " he asked " yeah ,
is it nice ? " " great" Dan answered ,
wiping his hand on his cloth .thats
how the whole day was spent until
night came " well , it's getting late ,
aren't you gonna go to bed ?" Dan
asked , spent taken didn't want to
dissapoint Dan just after he got
him an iPad so he nodded and
went to bed .
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Stalen was still awake even after he
heard Dan go to bed , his eyes just
didn't seem to close , he tried
changing his postion into a more
comfortable one but he still couldn't
fall asleep , stalen sighed and pulled
the blankets of him , and got out , slowly
so as to not wake the snoring Dan , he
walked towards the outside window ,
There was a full moon that day , and
it shone ever so brightly , as stalen
looked outside , seeking the comfort
the moon always gave him , his eyes
caught something , an envelope " an
envelope ? That's odd , envelope's are
so old now , it's mostly just mails on
devices or something " stalen thought ,
he wanted to check it out , but his gut
kept telling him not to , so he just went
back to bed , and right so , because he
heard Dan's footsteps walking right
outside of his room .
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He next day when stalen woke up he
found Dan already in the drivers street
" hi " stalen said "goodmorning stalen "
Dan said cheerily . Stalen once again
found burnt breakfast ready for him ,
grinning , he say down and ate , after
he finished he went to the bathroom
then changed , he thought he should
if Dan is driving , he checked himself
out in the bathroom mirror , his new
cloth looked great . when he came
out he found Dan already seated on
the table , holding the envelope he
so badly wanted to see "hey stalen ,
Soo ... err.. there's something I need
to tell you " he chuckled nervously
"what is it " stalen asked suspiously .
" well , your mom and err .. your
family asked you to come visit
them and.. " " no " stalen intrupted
marching back into his room ,
" please stalen , I can't say no ,
I .. please don't make it hard for
me . Just .. just this one visit ,
please " stalen didn't answer ,
but finally , after a long time ,
he nodded .
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" thanks , thank you , well , the date said today so.."
"you were gonna go and take me anyway , it wasn't
my choice , if the date is today.." stalens voice
trailed off , his eyes cold "no no it's just that they
said...you now ... ok , well , Im there , I've been driving
all night to the adress they wrote, well , let's get out
now since youve changed already " stalen grunted
and existed the minivan , Dan right behind him ,
nevoursly fingering his hands .
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Stalen stood onto the streets " all i see
is deserted area , not a single house ,
is this some kind of jo.." before stalen
could continue , he fell inside the street
itself and right onto a white painted floor .
"Ke" groaned stalen ," smart huh ? No one
will know , honestly , I'm really impressed
how nicely the trapdoor blended with the
rest of the street , they won't open that
trapdoor unless they're welcoming
someone " "some kind of welcome "
stalen murmered , rubbing his aching
back . , everywhere he looks he sees
plain white empty room that it made
feel like he's some creepy maze "Well ,
in the envelope it says theyre in room
206 " stalen looked around to find a
room with that number , but then he
said " the rooms , they don't have
numbers on them , at all . "
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" 201 " " go on , were really close "
stalen cheered Dan on , " 202 ,
204 , 205 ,206 " " stalen smiled
" here we are " he looked inside
the room but it was plain empty
like all others , dissapointment
hit him " oh no , we must have
been doing this all wrong , look !
The room is literally same thing "
" oops , I think I missed one
number , I missed 203 . So it's
the next one " stalen breathed
a sigh of relief and walked to
the next room , he took a deep
breath and opened the door .
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The door opened wide open , but all
he saw was a single mirror " still ,
better than nothing " he thought ,
he entered the room , but when
Dan tried the follow , he was thrown
back outside and the door slammed
shut , stalen breath caught , but he
tried to ignore what just happened ,
taking a deep breath , and walked
towards the mirror , when he looked
, he saw himself , just normal .
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stalen let out a breath he didn't
know he was holding , and looked
again , more confident this time ,
but slowly , his image changed ,
the mirror changed into a picture ,
there were two sides , both divided
in the middle , and tgere were two
stalens , wait , no , on one side was
stalen , and on the other was ... was
mike ? As stalen looked closely at
his side , he saw acrows slowly
emerging behind him , he turned
his head sharply behind him , but
there was no one , he looked
towards the mirror again and focused
on the crowd , they were all frowning ,
and when he looked at kike side , he
also saw a crowd , but this time ,
they were smiling .
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" hello there , stalen " stalen heard the
mirror said , he almost fell from shock ,
as he looked closely at the mirror he
saw that mike was speaking , and as
he spoke , so did his crowd , "you , the
hero , the loved one right . " stalen said
bitterly , his crowd spoke the same thing ,
bitterly as well , suddenly , stalen realized
what he has to do , it was an idea , It may
Not work , but just as well , it may
work .
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Stalen forced himself to close his eyes ,
he remembered all the good tiens he
had with Dan , how he laughed , smiled ,
grinned , joked , even when he cried , he
was still letting out emotion, he was starting
to become a new person , he should let his
crowd know that . " the crowd copy our
expressions when we speak , don't they ?
" stalen took a deep breath and peed his
eyes , glad to see he was smiling , " oh ,
sorry about that , must have been the devil ,
hello Mike , how do you do ? " he asked
sweetly , he looked at his crowd nothing
happened , stalen got a little dissapointed
but forced himself to keep smiling " how
dare you act sweet and nice to me after
being rude at first , stop acting alright !"
Mike said angry , then realized what he
did , his big mistake , he slapped his
forehead and groaned , he opened his
eyes , still the crowds were the
Same .
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that made mike grin , "thank god " he
murmered , stalen , started to get
more dissapoint ed ," oh well , it
was a good idea ,don't let yourself
lose that smile , who knows . He
forced a bigger smile and suddenly ,
The mirror shone very brightly and
after stalens eyes adapted to the
brightness , he saw the crowds
switching places , stalen couldn't
believe it , now he had the smile
crowd on his side , " could i do
that in real life ? " he thought ,
but the joy of what happened
made him postive , if I can do
this here , I'm sure to do it there ,
he had closed his eyes and didn't
dare hear what mike was saying ,
he needn't have worried , his anger
at losing his crowd just made him
more bitter , . " I guess I was right "
stalen thought " it's all about
how they see it " .
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