Dream to get a normal life like other have

Hey my name is D and i am 19 years old.when i was birth i thing that my big mistake.no no i don't thing it i am telling about my mom.yes!about my life what i was faced.when i was 6/7 years old my mom always hands up on me without any reason.time was going and i am note something that my mom don't like me.from the beginning my mom always said that"so many people are dieing,why not u dieing".even i don't get proper food.sometime he said the wrong thing to my father then my father hands up on me.when i was 13 years old one day my mom said to my father such a stupid thing about me and then my father hands up on me and try to murder me.i was so scared and then i call my aunt.When my aunt hear my voice and she notic that i am still crying as soon as he come to my house and he notic that behind my room my father stand with a knife. My aunt said that open the door but i was scared, but aunt open the door and she said that my father that"from now he will still with me".then my aunt and me go to aunt house.i have a question why she behave like that to me.she is my mom or other person.i don't know still i want a normal life what other have.i always pray that no one can get like my parents.