"I'm born ill" (CHAPTER 3)

One beautiful morning I was there with the flowers Then jay approached me - Nice in the beginning but will also be crushed in the end - what do you mean Thea? - These flowers are also like people who have a happy life in the beginning and sad in the end ....And just a few minutes later I suddenly fainted And fell down - Thea!!!.....

And Jay shout for help , And I was immediately taken to my room.. - Professor does my daughter is okay - she needs to be operated on but there's a problem she have only 15% to survive.. my mother's start crying And took the doctor's hand and said - plss help my daughter I beg you professor....

Jay went to his father's office and knelt to his father and said - dad do everything to Thea plss make her survive -Stand up .. I want to help Thea but there is little chance that she will survive the Operation - plss dad ( while he's crying ).

I woke up and my mother And asked WHAT I feel If I'm very sick then she sat down and crying then she asked - what hat do I want to buy for you? If you lose your hair because of your cancer , do you want me to cut my hair too? - mom - Wait for me here huh I'll just buy a hat ..And she came out of my room and she crying hardly ....

2 years past and I'm already 17 y/o and jay is already 20 y/o and I am still not operated on And jay admitted how he felt about me, he want me to be his girlfriend but I refuse it Cause I know that I will just disappear from this world, and I don't want to abandoned him and I don't want to him to suffer because of me but he said that - you never abandoned me cause I do my best that you will survive for this cancer cuz I want you to live a happy life with me but I didn't force you to love me back, to be here with you is okay for me, so don't force your self to love me cuz I didn't force you to love me back I just want you to be happy - Jay! - don't worry I'll always be here for you No matter what happen I will make you happy.. After that he go out to my room and I call him and said - I like you , and he look at me and he kissed me, I don't know what to do that's my first kiss experience and I can't move then after that he asked me to go on a date with me

And "yes" that's my answer.

- I have a good news to you, we can do the surgery to you - really professor ? Mom I will normally look like other people after this, and she cry because of happiness -you have already 50 % chance to survive then we will going to set a date for your operation.

-There's a place you want to go ? ( Jay asked me) - oum I want see ocean. And jay took me to the ocean And we eat at the restaurant .this is my first date with Jay One night we stayed near the sea to watch a beautiful night And I asked him why he loved me and he said -I like you Because that's what my heart says Your beautiful, kind, and with a good heart so that I like you. Your turn why do you like me? -I like you Because You have a good heart Not because your handsome your very good man, I'm thirsty I said -Wait for me here, I buy water first -oumm .Then he went to the store to buy water, just a few seconds my head hurt, And I asked for help but it was 10:00 o'clock at night there weren't too many people so no one hear my help then I lost consciousness, And jay was coming when he saw me lying down then he shouted -THEA!! THEA!! ARE YOU OKAY? THEA!! And he immediately took me to a nearby hospital where we are, And in the morning I woke up in the hospital and I ask -what happened? -Don't you remember? you lost consciousness so I brought you here right away Because this is the nearby hospital But don't worry, we'll go back to the hospital too -Does mom know what happened to me? -no she don't know -oh thank you, Because I don't want mom to worry about me. And we went back to the hospital right away -Thea Where are you from? I'm looking for you everywhere but I can't find you I called you but I can't contact you where are you from huh? -mom we~ -I just took Thea to the sea, I'm sorry. We don't tell you auntie I'm sorry -It's okay but next time you need tell me where you going so I don't need to worry -let's go inside Thea -see you ( Jay said).

Tomorrow morning we will start your operation -how many hours does it takes doc? -Maybe 7 to 8 hours before it ends, The operation is quite long. My mother held the doctor's hand and said -do everything to save my daughter -Don't worry, I'll do everything for your daughter -thank you very much doc!.

I was sitting outside the hospital and jay came up to me and sat next to me -My operation is tomorrow ( I said to him) -Is it true? So you mean when you have surgery you won't get sick anymore? -I hope -as long as your ok!,Then he hold my hands and I smile to him.

-Jay -Alexa? Why are you here ? Aren't you happy to see me?,Then Jay hold her hand and say -Let's talk outside,not here, And she pulled His hand and said -Why don't you want your girlfriend know that shes a mistress -Jay -Thea!