Doubt and Fear

Mas, I'm going home now... said jingga goodbye to mahesa.

Atarav was silent, with a flat expression waiting for Jingga to finish saying goodbye to Mahesa.

Mahesa approached atarav who was huddled against the wall near the exit of Mahesa's office while closing his eyes with Jingga.

Cup..mahesa kissed Atarav's forehead, the youngest in his family.

Atarav suddenly opened his eyes and he just nodded then Jingga and atarav walked together out of Mahesa's room.

Arriving at the elevator they met Lara who had just finished cleaning the top floor which was reserved for the hotel staff's room.

Hi Ms Jingga...Lara Said

Just Jingga, lara... Jingga

said softly

uh yeah, Morning Jingga... She said, then glanced at Atarav who was propping his chin on the top of Jingga's head.

Atarav, you can call me Mas Ata... Atarav said suddenly who felt Lara glimpsed, Still with closed eyes.

Morning Mas ata... Lara said softly. Atarav just nodded with his eyes still closed.

You're already busy in the morning, ra...Jingga Said.

hehehehe..mmm...i have morning Shift...She said

After that, you'll going home right?... jingga Asking

No, I've another place to work... she said

Where...? Jingga's asked

Be a cafe waitress... She answered

Not tired ?... from the hotel to the cafe?... Jingga's asked curious

I'm tired, but I need to take my grandmother's treatment... she said, Atarav opened his eyes since secretly listening to their conversation.

Handphone...ucap atarav mmm?!... Lara confused.

Handphone.... he said again, lara still confused.

Atarav also approached Lara, who only looked at Ata's pitch black eyes.

He mean, he asked for your cell phone ... Jingga's said

oh my gosh, Mas....Do you have to say that thrifty?, especially when the person you are talking to is a Lara, an innocent human being who is late thinker.... ckckck... inner Jingga's said

Ooo...Here...Lara said immediately handed her cellphone.

2G?? Are there still people using 2G?... Inner Atarav when he sees Lara's cellphone, he glances at Lara a little, he sees Lara's innocent expression that seems a little afraid of him, even though he just wants to get to know Jingga'snew friend who he thinks it's good person.

Answer it...Atarav said again while returning Lara's 2G cellphone whose number had been stored by atarav.

It means, that if there is a call from Mas Ata, you have to pick up...Jingga's said again.

Yes, mas... Lara said nervously as she received her 2G cellphone back.

Good girl... Ata said as he gently patted the top of Lara's head. Lara gasped.

Mas, have you entered Jingga's number as well right?... Jingga's asked to Ata who only nodded in response.

Don't be afraid...He's just economical in speaking. He's like this because he sees you as a good person, so he wants to be friends with you, like me who wants to be friends with you, ra... Jingga's explains

ahhhhh....now I understand. I think I made a mistake... said lara with relief. Jingga's smiled sweetly at Lara.

Ting...the elevator door opened they got out of the elevator. mmm ... cheer up ra, if you need something don't hesitate to let me know... Jinggas's said goodbye

Remember to be answer the phone... Atarav said again and then gently patted the top of that innocent girl's head. Lara quickly nodded with a smile, she felt loved. then Jingga& atavra parted with lara who still had to continue her work.

Two words? very bumpy.... Jingga's said

She was confused ?... Atarav said

She's fine now...Jingga's said, atarav just nodded

Don't love her, just like her, she belongs to Mas Mahesa.. Jingga's said warned atarav, when she got into the car or sat in the driver's seat

Already know ... Atarav said.

Lara saw the departure of the 2 handsome & beautiful people with warm feelings, she felt that she had a brother. Lara continued her work always smiling.

Arriving in front of Jingga's apartment building, Jingga parked Atarav's car, when they got out of the car towards the entrance of the apartment building, they accidentally bumped into a pair of grandparents & their grandson who lived there with their son & daughter-in-law.

Morning grandma, morning grandpa... Jingga & Atarav say hello to them while kissing the hands of the two old men who still look handsome & beautiful.

Morning sweetheart....They said hello

Just got home?...The grandmother asked

Yes, Grandma, I stayed at my place last night... I had to work overtime Grandma... She said spoiled.

While atarav was crouched down playing a cellphone game with their grandson who was 7 years old without caring about the 3 adults in front of him.

Grandma where are you going.. Jingga's ask

As usually, I want to walk around here with Dani, Jingga... Grandma said, the grandfather just smiled when he saw 2 people with different ages who have the same hobby squatting down happily.

Dani, come on kid, you said you want to go for a walk... Grandpa said.

Dani & atarav looked up, then looked at each other & nodded then ended their game without speaking, before leaving dani kissed atarav's cheek and Jingga's cheek.

Sad to say goodbye to Dani... Jingga's asked

Later I can play again with him...Atarav said, who passed ahead of jingga.

So hurry up and get married, so that you can play with your own children or with other nephews... Jingga's shout

Their mother too noisy... said Atarav while entering the password code for the orange apartment key, then he entered as if it was his own apartment.

Yea you are right...., they are too chatty... Jingga's said while following atarav who had entered first.

You're here ... said a beautiful woman who was struggling in the kitchen.

When you came... Jingga's asked. Meanwhile, Atarav immediately approached the beautiful figure and hugged her.

Missing you... He said, hugged briefly and then let go.

Ati also misses you, mas... said the beautiful figure whose real name is Surtiati, returning the hug and kissing Atarav's hand.

Among all the descendants of ARGANTARA, Atarav, Jingga & Surti were raised together, even when one of them wanted to be taken abroad for school, the other 2 had to join, they were raised like twins by Opa & Oma Prameswari who now chose to stay in Germany, because Opa & Oma are a SCIENCETIST couple who are still active to this day.

Even the nicknames Ata & Ati were also deliberately made Atarav so that no one would disturb Surti, who is only her maid's daughter because they would think Surti is Atarav & Jingga's younger sister.

Atarav loves Surti as much as he loves Jingga, as well as Atarav's 8 older brothers except Raja who often makes Surti cry and even scare him, that's why Atarav is always beside Surti when Raja is beside them, Atarav doesn't even hesitate to show his anger every time he sees his Big brother disturbing Surti.

Jingga went into her room and changed her clothes. While atarav, the sloth man is helping Surti cook. Soon, Jingga's came out with just an oversized T-shirt and hot pants. She sits in front of the 50'inc tv. She put out some DVDs. Then took it into a room filled with only pillows and pure white walls & a projector machine.

Not long after, Surti & Atarav came in with food & drinks. Yes, today they are planning to watch together. and Jingga's apartment is always their choice if they are lazy to queue for tickets and need a place to rest.

The projector is turned on, the lights are off... they also enjoy the horror action film "TRAIN TO BUSAN".

The room was filled with screams of fear from Surti, the coward who likes horror movies the most. Atarav can only cover his ears and surrender when Surti is hysterical and often even beats him so scared After finishing watching, the lights were turned on, Surti immediately apologized to atarav who had somehow formed. Atarav, he just nodded resignedly to let Surti uncomfortably straighten Atarav's messy hair. While jingga, that girl was already giggling.

After that, they relax and sit on the balcony of the orange apartment which is quite spacious.

Mbak, you said last night that you sent the files for the marriage trial, didn't you... Surti asked.

Atarav immediately opened his eyes. He looked at Jingga.

Jingga's just nodded in resignation.

Are you sure... Surti asked carefully, She knows Jingga is someone who wants freedom. but marrying, especially with a state official, will not only make her lose her freedom but will make her again trapped in the golden cage that she had managed to leave.

Daddy's choice, I hope I'm not wrong... Jingga said with a sad smile

Are you not sure about that person??...Atarav asked while stroking Jingga's hair. Jingga was silent, She stared at Atarav's handsome face sadly, then gazed

Handsome, dashing, with the rank of Lieutenant General like Mas Elang, moreover he is the heir of the Fadilla business empire. In your opinion, is it possible for such a capable man to not have a woman in his life? It's even possible that right now he's with her... Jingga's said dreamily.

Atarav pulled Jingga who was unconsciously crying into his arms, he knew his sister was being depressed. Jingga is very good at hiding her feelings. Surti also burst into tears.

Honestly, there is not only doubt, but also fear of being hurt.