Chapter Nine

Aliyah's POV

"What are you doing here Ruzzel?"

He decided to sit next to me. He also folded his umbrella and choose to get wet by the raindrops just like me.

"I am supposed to ask you that. Why are you here Aliyah?" Ruzzel looked so serious right now and I'm not used to it. Where is his jolly face? I think I need that right now.

I tried to hide my tears from him, but I failed because I cried even more.

Why am I here?

There is only one answer.

I am having a hard time and it hurts. I badly missed Joana. She is already beyond my reach but I refused to grab the chance.

"Aliyah ..." I just felt that he hugged me. I suddenly stopped crying. Why is it like that? Somewhat I feel relieved, and this is wrong. I must be kicking and punching him right now but my hands were both frozen.

I tried to let go but he just hugged me even tighter.

"Whatever it is ... just cry it out. Just imagine that I am not seeing you crying."

I just let him hugged me. We were both soaking wet due to the rain but ironically, I feel comfortable with his presence.

He let go of me.

"You know what Aliyah? I am happy right now. One of the things that I fear and dislike the most is seeing a girl crying. I just get reminded of my mom. I’m reminded of those pains, sufferings, and sadness she went through before she left us. But now, when I saw you, I lost my fear. I don't know why. I just can't explain how I feel. I’m sorry"

The expression on his face was still serious. That distant look as he watched the rain pour down.

"Where is your mom?" I just suddenly asked. Seems like, he suddenly felt sad when he mentioned his mom.

"Up there." then he pointed out the sky.

The crying sky.

When I looked at it, I felt very sad again.

I heard Ruzzel took a deep breath.

“Maybe my mom is crying right now because of how her son turns out to be a disappointment right now. A son he raised in a perfect and best way is now a womanizer. A problem. Chaos. I don’t want to become like this. I hate being a Casanova”

His eyes were fixed on the sky. The rain already stopped.

I took a deep breath as well.

“Maybe the sky cried because I did something wrong as well. I just leave my best friend for the second time around.” Somewhat, saying those things felt a little bit easier.

We stayed there for almost half an hour. We’re just looking at the sky.

Ruzzel stood up then ran towards the hidden stage at the right side of the park. He came back carrying a guitar.

He smiled then sat down next to me. He started strumming the guitar.

Now Playing: I and Joanna’s theme song.

So, he was the one playing that song before?

Ruzzel's POV

Seeing the other side of Aliyah made something knocks off my heart. I thought being brutal is all she can do in her life, but I was wrong. She’s fragile. She’s broken inside. She’s hurt. She’s in pain. But despite those, she chooses to be strong. She chooses to guard herself.

Why does it seem that suddenly I have a change of heart? Why does it seem that I prefer helping Aliyah now than helping myself win the bet?