chapter 04: it's hard to leave.
Hazel came back home after seeing her friends going on their date , she was walking at night ...on her way to her house.... she sat on a bench in a park .... tear falling from her eyes ...crying from pain..... she will leave her city and go to another one ....
Hazel:"leaving all my close people here ,my friends , I'm scared to be forgotten , I'm scared of everything , everything will be new there what will I do? I don't know anyone there , it's hard I don't want to go ..."
She cried there for hours .... she let everything out ...she calmed herself down ... walked back home. She entered the house and went to her mother's room...
Hazel:" I'm back"
Karren:"hi how did you dress Lia for her date stylist Hazel?"
Hazel:" I choosed a beautiful sky blue dress for her and did her hair and make up perfectly I'm an artist so she looked so perfect "
Karren:" okay I see come back to earth now let's eat"
Hazel:" I don't want to "
Karren:" and since when you say no for food ? ..... are you okay?"
Hazel:" you know..... I will miss her ..and everything here ... but I know we have to ... it's gonna be hard at first but everything will be fine after ....right?"
Karren:" yes of course it will take time but we will be fine it's okay to cry you know let everything out "
Hazel:" yeah .. and who knows maybe I won't be single anymore maybe this city is cursed or at least only for me ..... uh anyways I'm hungry what are we eating?"
Karren:" you know sometimes you scare me you just said you didn't want to eat how do you suddenly change your mind? and maybe who knows you can meet your prince there "
Hazel:" mom you watch too much movies of love let's eat now I'm hungry!"
Karren:" okay let's go "
* After diner *
Hazel went to her room to write a letter for every person she loves the most
-first letter: Lia's letter –
Dear Lia ;
Well I never thought that someday I will write a letter to you but I felt like I need to because I'm not brave enough doing it face to face so if you read this you will probably be so mad at me because I didn't tell you , but I'm sorry for not telling you , so I am moving from here I will be going to another city and I will be obliged to go to another college I will be back in few years so we can go and work together and even finish our studies together, I will come to visit you as much as possible I will call you everyday , I will bother you with my questions as always , I will make sure Sam is good to you he is but just in case he just make you cry or sad just a bit a liiiitle bit he will regret that , Lia you are like the sister I dreamed to have and more ….I love you so much and I'm sorry for not telling you I will miss you terribly don't ever dare to cry or be sad I'm not dying I will come to you and we will be having our conversations and shopping days okay .I want to talk more about it but I will explain everything one day I promise .
I love you so much
Your crazy friend Hazel
Hazel:" well I hope she will forgive me for not telling her ".