"i have seen the hell"

I wasn't able to think anything else ."What was a demon doing in the car ". I tried to tell mom about it but she said i was hallucinating because of ancident but i can't understand, it was just a normal accident how could someone starts hallucinating.I came to my room and started doing meditation as to relax myself but instead of relaxing i saw many people were screaming in the pain as some one was beating them in my close eyes. I tried to open my eyes but i was unable to. The place was looking like hell because there maybe you can only hear the scream of people or maybe sprit who are being hurt. It was so much scaring to see sprit like this . I suddenly open my eyes my mother was calling me for dinner. I tried to hide my fear but i was unable they ask me what was happening to me. I tell everything to them having a hope that they will understand. But what happened to me, was just opposite of what i think they started laughing at me tell that it was my imagination .I feel so humilated because i thought they will understand me instead they were laughing at me. If it was my imagination why can't control any thing ( i thought). Now this time I wasn't going to repeat that mistake of telling them .I eat my dinner went back to my bedroom .When i entered in my room i see a sprit of a girl standing in my terrece and she jumped . I just see a girl doing sucide but i have no time to stop her , i was so much shocked from what i was looking maybe my parents were right i was hallucinating . I lay down on my bed i was so tired of this type of unusual things that fell a sleep