Venus

This person is someone who really played an important part in my life and I'm eternally grateful for her.

Her name was Venus. First time I met her online while I was on Discord and I immediately fell in love with her. She had an amazing personality and we chatted for a while for a few months. She was the only person accompanying me on those lonely nights where I felt really empty and depressed. She was a really friendly and cool person and over time I began to develop feelings for her. After confessing to her i expected to be rejected and be looked at as a weird person. Surprisingly, she even liked me back and my eyes lit up.

Over time, we got to know each other better and had conversations with each other everyday and my affection for her blossomed each passing day. But it all came to an end one day when she said that couldnt be with me anymore. I was experiencing a myriad of emotions. The process of a heartbreak it was rather the beginning beautiful process of understanding love. It was the feeling of being unable to accept the fact that she could not be with you anymore. Its such a painful experience and definitely not an easy one. The agony, bitterness and despair. Someone whom you've had cute thoughts with in your head about future plans like a wonderland is no longer by your side. Its just hard to accept that and it makes you grieve so bad and i spend the entire night in tears.

To get over a break up is not an easy process and it is just extremely difficult for someone to accept the fact that their hearts were not in the same place. You would have to surround yourself with positive people and keep yourself busy to prevent unwanted toughts.

She was someone who prettymuch changed my life, gave me a reason to live and if she did not feel like being with me i had to just painfully accept it so this is something that is impossible to get completely get over with. It takes time to let go and grow as a person and if theres one thing i could say from this experience is that we should always find a person that would love you as much as you love them. The title of "couple? doesn't mean anything.