Decision

"Seriously?" Heart feeling so shocked.

I sighed.

I don't get it, I just can't decide myself without others help. Before I commit something I know I'm not sure about and I don't know what to do, I consult immediately. Of course first with my family and then my friends. I can't stand alone with my decision. Sometimes there's always one person that can lighten up my dark mind. And right now, I think it was Heart and Jezley already. They will slap me words that can awakened my mind.

"Don't pressure her, you dumb-ass. You're like that too, ah." Jezley defended me. And her self too.

"I'm not pressuring her, you dumb-ass. You know, you should have a plan before about your course. Then now I'll think about when we'll enroll. I hope you're okay." Heart rolled her eyes.

"Hey, fool. Can you please give some piece of advice, instead of mocking nonsense." Jezley look pissed on her.

I sighed again.

I closed my eyes tightly. For fucks sake, this is a damn profession! If I will take others course without thinking about it, it will bring me in a mess. I just wasted time when it happened. But here I am, we're near at the campus gate, there are no plans to line up because it's so hot and so long. There's still tomorrow, I'm still not sure. I hate that I am this doubtful!

Choosing course in college is not easy. It's a fight between your dreams and practicality. Even though, my parents can provide my needs, not because they can provide, I will consume immediately. My dad is a businessman, my mom is a businessman woman. Other than that, I haven't heard from them anything. I can freely choose what I want. Unlike others who have to follow in the footsteps of their families. Sometimes, it's more become contrary more than equally.

"No that. I have this course in my mind already, but there's something that I think I'm not fit or something I can't do with-"

"Because your being doubtful! You don't have that confidence, Kane. But things will go with the flow if you're going to believe in this," he pointed to my heart. He looked at me again to see if that was enough to wake my soul. Damn.

After that, we go to cafeteria first, to eat our lunch. I would have been early, in case Heart arrived too late and the thickness of his face was still waiting for us. While Jezley was the one I waited, but it didn't take long. I keep my clock on time. For no hassle. The two of them went straight to the house earlier and each got into the car. Yes, they are also richkids, especially Jezley. He is really your most active at parties. Shall I leave, he also knows a lot but he's not that bungangera like Heart.

We order our food and eat. Too many students today, of course because first day of enrollment ... specifically in college. My first year college. They say it's twice as hard when you go to college. Well, I can only proved that on myself. Yes, college is not easy, but college life would not be easy if you're going to hide in your fear. I'm a little taken aback by what Heart said earlier. Sometimes he has a sense to speak but his flesh is almost talkative.

Jezley has already decided on his course, just like Heart ... just like me. Well, what else? We're triplets, nothing can separate us. Unless I farted Heart so badly, then Jezley and I would reject him. It's up to him. He could fart softly but very foul. Legit.

"So, are you sure now? Maybe you're just like my course, or maybe ... you just don't want the three of us to be separated." she confidently said. He drank his drinks before looking at us. And artistically folded his two hands.

"I want to break up with you, eh." Jezley joked.

I sighed.

"I'll just go with the flow, then. As what you've told me." I said.

"Same here." Jezley said while holding her phone, while burger on her left hand.

"As if I want to be with you too." Heart rolled her eyes. It's just about to come out.

"Stop you too. You're still like kids. We're going to college. Please be more wiser," I said.

"And be get wilder," Heart grinned. "I've spotted a lot of handsome people here before. Engineering students maybe." he giggled to himself. It looks stupid.

Jezley immediately approached and whispered something to me.

"Don't imitate that. I bet, the three of us will be the first to get married. I'll bet all my Gucci bags." She said. What the hell. I couldn't stop laughing so he looked down on us.

"You two!" she shouted.

"Is a prank, stupid." I laughed. I also don't know where my nickname for him came from. I just said that. Yun na yon. Gaga looked away so I followed that. Outside he was looking, it looked like the man had just got out of the Aston Martin car. The whore seems to be rich. I saw Heart's eyes twinkle because of that, but it also disappeared immediately when a woman came out. Looks like a model. Do not know. Heart immediately avoided looking so I did the same.

I was grinning at her. Her brows furrowed.

"Then, let's take a law. We can do this!" he held out his left hand, so I laid my hand on it too, we looked at Jezley. Busy on her phone again.

The others eating looked at us but we didn't care. When the three of us are together, we have a world of our own, just like today.

"Hey! It's going to work. Let's have a lumpia." Heart said iritated.

Jezley was surprised, he really didn't care. She's busy reading something on her phone. Sometimes he slaps Heart on the chair because of the excitement? Sometimes we still cry, we thought we had jowa, but we didn't. I saw many letters on the screen, dark background, I don't know what is it.

"Lumpia? You don't like fish cracker?" he replied still laughing.

I don't quite understand what they say lumpia and fish cracker. Though, I'm familiar with the lumpia game like Heart does but fish cracker is in any other way. It's fish already. I just laughed at them.

"We can do this!" we shouted as we simultaneously raised our respective milkshakes and drank.

Yes. We can do this.