Love

"No thanks." I said looking for other cars in the road but I was stunned when not a single vehicle was passing by. I looked at my wrist watch, it's already six. I was flattered in my mind.

"I'll ask you for the fifth time, Wanna ride? There's no car in here, unless you have your service." he said. I didn't bother to look at him.

I am more irritated by his presence now. Feeling handsome whore. It's too arrogant. Earlier he was forcing me to ride but I didn't want to. Last time I rode with him was at his condo we went! And now, he's offering me a ride and since it's night, I don't now! I'm serious. Super advance on what is yet to happen.

"Come on. I won't take you to my condo. Just show me where to go to your house." he said cooly.

I looked at my wrist watch again and it's already six twenty. I won't be scolded even late because mommy and daddy are not at home now. They work overtime because they seem to have problems in the company.

I compose a message to my Driver.

To: Eric:

Is the car okay?

He immediately replied. I could see out of the corner of my eye Langford's frown. Why is he still here.

From: Eric:

Not yet ma'am. Maybe tomorrow it will be okay because it's already night.

I immediately closed my eyes because of what I read. That was replaced by irritation when the man in front of me got sick.

"Come on. I heard about someone passing by a white lady here every night. I don't know if it's true, but I'm sure it is." The wind blew and blew my hair toward my face. I fixed that. More scared.

"What the fuck are you talking about. There's no ghost here." I said feeling nervous now.

"Okay, if that's what you want. I have to go. Stay safe with white lady-" he was about to get into his car. And I don't want to be left alone here. I was horrified by what he said. Or he's just scaring me!

"Are you scaring me?" I said irritated.

"Of course, not. It's based on my experience. Once I found myself here alone, there are some shadows hiding in-"

"Fine! Let's go." I said without hesitation. I get in his car and put my seatbelt. He then, started the engine.

"I told you there's a white lady in there." He said while driving.

He's on his maroon polo shirt and black jean and black boots which perfectly match to his dark shade of eyes. His hair is with wax again as well as his silver necklace and Rolex watch. I saw his veins while driving. Every time he moved, his veins got more natural to my eyes. He look hot while driving but I don't care.

And why the hell complimenting this damn Langford now?

The atmosphere inside his car is so damn annoying! I get my phone and scroll to find my favorite song.

"Can I connect to your Bluetooth?" I said.

He looked at me and his lips rose for a bit. He nodded.

"What's the name?" I asked.

"I love you." he said. He's now looking at the road. We are close to home. I told him the way. Also he has Waze so, it's easy. I just couldn't really stand the atmosphere inside his car. And well, it's my second damn time to ride together with him.

I almost let go of my cellphone in panic because of what he said. I didn't notice that and I might know what he was going to say. It doesn't affect me that much. I am not affected. It's like my face is shrinking! Good and night so not too obvious.

Embarrassing! When I'm always with him I can't be bothered. I was sweating even though there was air conditioning in his car! Damn this.

"W-what?" I said stuttering. What the fuck.

"I love you." he repeated. I can't understand him! Can he tell me the name without mentioning that damn words? He's annoying, swear!

"I love you."

I don't get him! I was immediately irritated and I couldn't control the anger I had been harboring for him. He's really annoying. When I'm with him, it's my temper with him. I can't speak properly and still stutter! Just wow!

"Can you please, stop? I'm asking for a damn name of your fucking Bluetooth! Stop saying that ohm, words! We're not dating or in a relationship! Why are you saying those words?" I said totally mad.

He suddenly stopped the car because of my shout. He looked surprised and that's how I was. I am more shocked at myself and what I say! Sometimes I don't even know what's coming out of my mouth. This is not me.

He bite his lips now looking at me. "W-what?" I said.

"Please don't be mad at me." he said softly.

"W-what?" I don't know what the hell he is saying.

He looked away and his now frustrated. He immediately started the engine before crashing the car. None of us spoke. It became more awkward because no one spoke to us! Why else would it be customized. Really embarrassing! It's like the amount of time I'm with him.

Because a lot comes into my mind. I didn't realize that we were in front of the house. Thank God, he didn't take me to his condo! And why would he take me there? He just took me there to heal his wound and I offered him! Why am I so judgmental?

I immediately removed my seatbelt. I opened the door and so did he. Why did he come out?

I strained to look at him. When our eyes met, I immediately averted my gaze. Damn this.

"Thank you." I said looking to my shoes now. I can't. I don't want to look at him! It was as if I was melting in his eyes that when I looked he was my only world. And that's what I hate the most. Scary.

He lick his lower lips and his side lips curved. "Your welcome." he said.

I would have left when he spoke again. "My Bluetooth name is, I love you. I'm sorry it's not clear to you."

I was immediately enveloped in shame and ran inside the house. Fuck this.

I hurried into the room and buried my face in the pillow. Shame on you.

What have you done, Kane.