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I'm very pissed right now. I want to punch people now but I can't. Am I the morning and the two of them pissed me here. I crossed my hands over my chest. I just looked ahead while frowning. I wanted to throw the one next to me but I stopped because we had a class and the prof was there.

Heart giggled so I looked at him badly. I rolled my eyes while still focusing my attention on the front.

It's our first period subject, and I also missed the first period. How could it not be? They're laughing at me as if I am a clown here? Anissa, Mayesah and Meryl also look after me. Laughing too. Aba, am i a joke to them?

"What ?!" I said really really pissed off.

"Nothing." said Heart. He looked at me innocently as if he wasn't laughing at me. They were earlier, ha. Jezley looks at me then laughs out loud. The two were still talking but I could not hear.

"Did you two eat your breakfast?" I asked them both. Enough for them to hear as the prof writes on the board, as always.

"Why?" Heart frowned. "Of course."

I nodded. "Good. I thought I had a mental or abnormal escape with me." I said.

Heart came a little closer to me. "Maybe you didn't eat breakfast." he giggled. I already slapped him. Prof's eyes widened at us because of the noise of a 'to.

"You too, shut up." Jezley said nonchalantly.

***

"What's the matter with you? You've been together before, huh? If I'm not really your friend, oh, I'll slapped you two-" Jezley cut me off.

"Girl. Look at your damn face. You're like a mess. Didn't you put on the concealer. I know you have a lot of branded make ups but you can't put-"

"What about my face?" I asked. What about my face? I was okay before, ah. Nothing ohmygod! I was in a hurry earlier because I woke up late! I even skipped my breakfast because I was late earlier! Omygod. What is my face? Eyebags!

Damn.

I left the two and didn't even bother to say where I was going. Those will also follow. I immediately went to the power room. Mygod. I'm really a mess right now. Just now I also felt super viscous on my face. Shit. I didn't put some powder either earlier. In my panic earlier, I just bring my bag! And my face right now? Neverminded. Ugh.

Good and nobody inside. When I entered, I immediately washed. What the fudge. I'm super ugly!

"Didn't you use a mirror, before? You look like a zombie when you enter the room. That's why Anissa looks at you and laughs at you, because of your panda eyes." Heart said, crossing her hands over her chest. Flat chested, too.

"What did you do last night?" Jezley asked curious. His eyes immediately narrowed because even I was surprised too! I remember what happened.

Fuck him.

Because last night, because of that Langford call I couldn't sleep. It's his fault! He's later on me! I look ugly now. Why did I say that chat last night? Bored, unable to sleep, not sleepy. But it's still his fault. When he last texted me, I still couldn't sleep! Get him ready. My beautiful face.

The ending 4am I fell asleep, I woke up 5am! Then I went back to sleep because of my eye pain and it was still early. So the ending, I woke up at 7! If Jessa, my yaya, hadn't woken me up, I would have died.

It's Langford's wedding. Swear.

"Hello? Then imagine? What happened last night?" Jezley asked again.

"W-nothing." I replied. I immediately took power and I started to apply it on my face. I can see the two of them raise their brows.

"We didn't. What? Did you stay up? You really looked like a zombie before. When in fact, our sched wasn't super hectic and we don't have too many quizzes and projects today. So care to explain 'bout that.

She knows me so well, huh. At no time did I know that Heart was feeling strong or that he was just really good in eavesdropping. He really knew if something wasn't right, especially on me. That's why, if I'm hiding something, I can't really hide to her. She was very skeptical and her judgment was all correct. Of the three of us he had the best instinct.

"You look like a mess. You even beat the heartbroken ones in the classroom earlier." Jezley laughed.

Well, I noticed too. I think it was Meryl, she broke up with her boyfriend and then she also cried. Just like a fool. That's why he's feeling broken. Why do you have to cry? I mean, if they don't want to, they can let each other go, be civil if they can. They don't want to squirm on the side.

"I just watched a movie." I lied. "I cried too so-"

"James! Hey! James!" What the? We immediately looked at a group of men. In the middle is the man I hate most of all. That's why I have eyebags! Damn him.

"Hey!" He immediately waved. He smiled. Damn that smile.

I immediately put my powder and liptint in my purse and quickly put the consiler. It's hard. Damn. What I've done?

I returned it and immediately retired. I saw Heart talking to James in the hallway. While Jezley was on the sidelines, measuring my gestures. Really? Is he too?

"What?" I asked. She's grinning annoyingly! He seems to have been influenced by Heart.

She shrugged and said, "Nothing."

We immediately went out and Heart was still talking. It's boring! Still flirting! Langford immediately looked in our direction. He's observing my face. Damn it. Why am I nervous when I see him. Shit. My hands are starting to shake.

"Calm down." Jezley said and smiled widely. Damn it. He held my hand. I immediately withdrew that because he knew I was shaking now.

"Let's go." I said to Heart. I passed them. Jezley just followed me.

"Hey, flirt. Let's go." I didn't know why but Jezley sounds so bitter? I also noticed he didn't look at Langford's group. That's good. It's good that I have an ally.

"See you, around!" She said and waved her hand. Langford nodded and he was still smiling. We immediately got it right. Please, lord. Please, I hope he doesn't make our convo last night a big deal. Maybe not, right? Maybe I just look paranoid. In fact, why would he make a big deal, he also had a lot of jokes last night.

I immediately walked away. The two of me followed. I just didn't keep quiet and maybe in my mind and hopefully ... hopefully he won't talk to me first.

I can see them, with my peripheral vision that they are still looking at us. Damn it. It's just around the corner and we'll get to our building.

But that's not happening because, "Wait! Hey! Kane!" I immediately closed my eyes because of his voice. Fuck. I didn't look back and I just walked away.

"Wait, Kane." Because he's fast, because I'm just in a hurry to walk while he's running. I immediately turned around and looked at him. "What?" I said s bit iritated.

"Woah. Easy, angry right away?" he act like, as if I'll murder him through my eyes. Well, that's the only way.

"What ?!" I repeated.

My two companions were folded to the side, pretending not to be interested in listening. They will figure it out, why am I like this.

"Coffee? Treat me. I just want to say thank you for the talk?" I immediately frowned. I see Jezley and Heart paying their attention now. Great. Did he really think of talking to me here? In this fucking hallway?

"What?" I said again like an innocent trying to hide the truth.

"Oh come on. They didn't know?" his voice suddenly weakened. He looked at my two companions.

"No." I said calmly but my body we're shaking. "Let's not talk about it. Don't make it a big deal. It's just a pure conversation if that's what you want to hear from me. In fact, I don't make it a big deal either. So, please erase the crap. And thanks for the coffee but I'm not interested. "

And by that, I walked away without any words. Confidently.