Chapter 24

2 months into my first semester and things aren't going as I wanted them to, I mean baseball's going great, and my classes are fine, but things with Gentry...

Would you believe me if I said I tried my hardest not to fall for this guy? But I mean even I knew it was inevitable. The last 2 months we spent hanging and basically figuring out that we have too much in common, it's frightening really. Now all I want is him but I can't do that, I can't think like that he's all I got right now- aside from the rest of the team, but if I'm going to get closer to Gentry I want it to be because he's a really good friend, not because I'm trying to get something from him.

There are thousands of guys on this campus I just need to find one and focus on them, that way Gentry can stay just a friend, and I'm not the gay guy trying to get a straight guy to fall for me.

"Have you tried Grindr?" Pen asks as we FaceTime and I walk to class