Here we are, in my room door locked, music playing, and us with our shoes off on my bed kissing. Reaching for his jacket I pull it off tossing it to my chair but it falls, his hand holds my thigh while the other caresses my face. This is a good start, us gently making out in my bed, but we couldn't kiss forever so I say "do you have a condom? Who's doing what? I mean I don't mind being at the bottom if that's what you want, because I do want to give you what you want, you know? But then also what if I don't like that? I really don't want it to hurt-"