Chapter 113

Feeling myself about to cry I cover my face taking a deep breath "this was a mistake" I whisper "What was?"

"This" I turn around pointing to us "me kissing you, you coming to my house telling me you want to be with me. I knew it was all wrong"

"Silas, we had such a good day yesterday, what happened?"

"You lied to me!" He looks at me confused "I've been making you sick to your stomach since the moment I kissed you, and instead of staying away you just made it worse"

"What are you-"

"Abby told me you called her saying you weren't feeling good and that you've been throwing up all weekend. So, tell me it's me and we'll end this because as much as I want to feel good about us, Trevor, it's making my stomach turn too."

He sighs "I don't know what it is Sy, but I promise you don't make me sick, it's just I can't... it's hard to-" his sentence is cut short trying to find the words

"Fathom us being together"