Chapter 147

"That's what you really thought Keegan? That I don't think about you" I nod "I haven't thought about anything else since we broke up, and I was only doing that so everyone would stop asking if I was ok" I feel bad last time Rylan and I spoke he was asking me to think about giving him another chance and after he left I just stopped talking to him

"Did the drinking help?"

"Does drinking ever help?" He stands a bit away from me his blond hair very messy and his eyes red and tired

"You can stay and shower if you want"

"No I can't, Lyndsey made it very clear you didn't want me here" I can honestly say the answer to that is I don't know what I want "I'm just

gonna go back to the bar and get my car. Here" he hands me the note he was writing and I read it as he walks around me to leave thank

you for letting me stay and don't be mad at Lyndsey she was just helping. I mis- and the note stops there "it was good seeing you Keegan" he puts on his jacket