Chapter 187

Teddy

It's been exactly 2 weeks 3 days and 5 hours since Teddy and I had sex. I thought it was special, well at least for me. I was a virgin and I always wanted to lose it to the right guy, but after making one too many mistakes I realized that there is no such thing as a right guy. So I gave up on that. When I first moved here about a year ago I never expected what happened with Teddy to happen, I mean we're literally from two different worlds. He's up there on Mercury with the rest of the popular people and I'm all the way on Jupiter.

"Want some dinner honey?" my mom walks into my room as I sit on the floor questioning every decision I've ever made

"In a bit, thanks"

"Everything alright Adam?" I don't reply because I'd just lie and say yes and I don't want to lie. She walks in and shuts the door "what's wrong?"

I sigh "if I tell you you have to promise not make a big deal out of it" "I won't" she sits on the floor next to me