The tossing love.

After her exit from the station. Me with my morose face welcomed the Gelephu station. I waited for a taxi to aid me till my new home. Then a white Alto taxi appeared to the scene. Are you pema?he said." Yes I am but I don't have any information regarding you", I replyed. He told me that the office of mine have sent him to pick me up. He also told that the office car went to some where to do some urgent works so he officiated them to welcome me to Gelephu. I loaded my luggage in the taxi and became google map for him until we reached at my place. When I reached at my place I directly threw myself to the bed to recollect the memories that I shared with someone who was very special to me but when it came to the sad part my mind also rejected the Visa of sweet memories. My heart stimulated the production of sadness and loneliness. I push myself hard to sleep but that night my sleep also blocked my entry to towards itself. I was disturbed.i thought what's the meaning of her hug and the smile before she left. She played with me,I thought.And I promise myself to never fall for someone like that. The day finally fell from my hand as usual .New day bloomed with a beautiful scene of Gelephu's landscape and the vegetation of bettlenut trees.My mood also changed and became normal. Even though the pain of her lost was like a country losing its king forever. But I have hidden my pain in my heart and promised my self that I will not open my pain in front of anybody. I ate my morning breakfast from one of the restaurant of Gelephu and made my self presentable infront of my colleagues. I reached at the office building. There I saw the same pardo with same number and colour parked infront of the office building. My mind started throwing different question to me about her. My mood also started blooming like a rose petals .When I entered the office all the office members welcomed me to the office. They also arranged me a small supper. I could see every ones face but the face that I was searching was not there in the office.The CEO of my office gave me a speech about our company and it's aim and progress. He also invited me to join him and his family for a dinner at resort Gelephu. I also accepted his invitation. He said,"Young man I have heard about you from my friend". He also told me that his friend who was my director back then in Thimphu described me as a hardworking fellow. The office hour got over and the CEO told me to be at resort Gelephu at 6 PM sharp. I directly went to a sale to buy some cloth to wear for the dinner as all of my CEO's family will come with a fashionable clothes so I have to also look like them,I thought. So i got dressed like a actor of Hollywood movies and went for the dinner.

When I reached at Resort Gelephu beautiful waitresses welcomed me

My eyes fed on them but my heart ordered me not to. Then the Same pardo that I saw infront of my office also came. From there my CEO appeared followed by the Smart fair boy that I saw at the bus station.

Then a woman around fifty, a child with a beautiful face came out. Then CEO called someone by the name of yangsel kinga. From back side of the car a tall,slim and beautiful girl appeared. When they came nearer to me I could figure out that she was the queen who left a daring king in the khorlo bus and went with someone forever. I could also read her nervousness infront of me when she saw me . CEO introduced me as a General director of his office and about me being the youngest director of Bhutan. He said,"this is my wife kunzang. "Kuzuzangpo la madam",I said.

Then He moved to another one. "This is My eldest daughter yangsel kinga

Wangmo", I said. Hello! "It's pema here . I think I know you. have we met before?

With a red face she replyed,"No I don't know you and we haven't met before". "Ok then sorry I have seen another girl who looks similar to you",I said. This is my future son inlaw his name is sonam he is owner of sonam groups of companies,My CEO said . His sentence cracked into my nerves and then punched my heart. I feels as if my heart is bleeding fast like a water leaving a crack pipe.Hello! I replyed. The CEO then ordered the waitress to bring us the menu. So we ordered some food. The waitress told me that it would take at least 15 mintues to receive the orderd food. So I took a permission from them and moved toward the

Resort garden. My eyes started to fill with tears.somebody put his hand on my shoulder. I weep my tears secretly and turned back. It was yangsel brother.he said," brother my sister told me to hand it over to you and my father is calling you". I became extremely nervous regarding the subject of the letter that I received. I returned to the table where all the members were waiting for me to come back. My heart felt as if a water was poured on the fire . Wechatted with each other but she remained silent. When the dinner was over. I thanked my CEO and his family and went to my home . When I reached home I opened the letter and it reads,

Dear pema

You may be doubting that how I knew about you

Before coming to hotel. My dad told me that a

New young director have join his office.

He also told me that your name is pema

And you came from Thimphu. He also told

Me that he is inviting you for a dinner with

Our family. So I knew it's you that

I met and shared a beautiful memories

In the bus.So I am writing this letter to

to request you to meet me at park Gelephu

At 3:30 please

With regards

Yangsel kinga wangmo.

Now, why she wants to meet me . She have a boyfriend and they are marrying soon. But she is inviting me to meet her.Next day I went to office and when office hours got over i went to park Gelephu. There i found her waiting for me . My heart and body can't find guts to face her. My mind questioned me whether to go or not.(friends if you want chapter 3 please comment below.)* (you can read the first chapter in pema talks . Page la.