CONFUSION

I knew it was going to be a long night but I did not know how long and I honestly thought my thoughts were the only things going to keep me up. I was so very wrong about this. I soon found out why.

As I thought about Stella, I fell asleep and I was dreaming. In my dream, it was a rainy day. Drops of water everywhere. The weather was cold while the sun was still out, making everything bright.

Excited, I walked into the rain. Feeling the water dripping off my skin and splashing mud as I jumped into puddles. I was enjoying the rain and running through it to jump in puddles when suddenly, I saw a lady sitting on a big stone in the rain. Upon a focused look, it looked like she was pregnant. I walked closer to tell her to get out of the rain. I took a closer look when I got closer to her and I realized it was Stella.

I tried to go closer to her but I heard a loud voice saying,

" Stop blackmailing me everytime. I will not spend anymore money to keep your mouth shut. I will in fact tell her myself. God knows I should have done that long ago." I looked around but there was no one else there.

Suddenly, I opened my eyes.

The voice that woke me up was still talking but it was inaudible this time. I recognized the voice, it was dad. I got off my bed and slowly walked out of my room and towards dad's room. I was still sleepy. All I could hear was him telling the person on the other side of the phone to be careful. It was hard to hear so I gave up because I was sleepy and walked back to my room to sleep.

I slept off like a baby and I noticed nothing else.

Eventually I woke up to a beautiful sunny morning. Birds chirping, everywhere was colourful and beautiful. I woke up on the good side of the bed. I felt like superwoman, the superwoman in my imaginations. I felt capable of anything and everything.

As I admired the bright day and how amazing I felt, dad walked in with a tray full of my favourite breakfast, Waffles and milk.

Me: Oh Daddy, you should not have.

Dad: No, I had

to. Anything for my beautiful, smart, precious and adorable baby girl. I love you so much.

Me: ok? You are acting weird, Dad.

Dad: Whatever do you mean dear?

By the way, I have a surprise for you. Or should I say 3 surprises?

Me: WHY? ITS NOT MY BIRTHDAY YET.

Dad: Oh silly girl. It is. You don't know your birthday anymore?

Dad walked to the door and opened it, and there I saw. It was all the 3 people I would rather not see in one place together, especially not with dad around, but they were all smiling. Sal, Semm and William were standing at my doorway and being super friendly to each other. I wondered what was going on.

Dad then walked out saying," have fun, dear".

Was this a trap? What was happening?

Sal then walks towards me, sits on my bed and hugs me tightly.

Sal: I love you, so do the boys. And your dad approves. He gave us all approval to be with you.

Me: What? Are you playing a prank on me? That's impossible...

Sal started kissing me on my shoulder and sniffing me over my pajama. I looked at her and then looked at Semm and William. They stood there smiling. The whole thing felt wrong.

The next thing I knew, Sal was gone, I was naked on my bed and beside me was, Semm and William, both equally naked and under my sheets.

They were both sucking on my b**bs each, while William held my hands together above my head in an attempt to restrain me, and Semm was rubbing my pu**y gently. I was loving it.

I closed my eyes , thinking " this is very wrong but I love it".

I shouted," this is too weird, let go please".

I then opened my eyes and, just like magic, I was on a hospital bed with a baby bump about to deliver a baby. I looked around and Sal, Semm and William were standing by my side shouting " You can do it".

I started screaming due to labor pain. Everything was moving so quickly and I had no control. I started thinking to myself," let this be a dream" and then, I woke up.

Yes, it was another dream. A crazy dream. As I opened my eyes, looking at the ceiling in my room, sweating and panting, I heard my dad calling me behind my door.

Dad: Well, Flame, you are going to be late for school. Get up .

I said nothing.

Dad: Flame! You know you are too old to have me waking you up in the morning. Don't you?

Me: Yes dad, I am up now.

Dad: I also heard you scream.

Flame: What?

Dad: I am coming in.

Dad went in to ask if I was ok. I told him I had a nightmare but didn't want to talk about. He insisted I tell him for a while but he then gave up and left.

I went through that day like a thief at night, sneaking on the hallways, just making sure to avoid Mr Frown. I even avoided the lecture halls and stayed in the library the entire day.

In the library, I found I was the only person sitting alone. Most people were with their partners or in groups. This made me a little lonely. Lucky enough, Daniel passed by. We had a few conversations and had a few laughs. That was until his girlfriend passed by.

Apparently his girlfriend was the infamous virgin Mary. She was called that because she was apparently the last virgin on campus. So they said.

I had it in mind to ask Daniel how true that was one day. I did not ask him that very day because Virgin Mary took him away.

I would eventually, because of my intense curiosity on how he handled his urges.

You know what they say, "Men have zero sexual control".

To be continued...