CHAPTER 4

I saw epifanio standing there, i lifted chin with my sword saying "What are you doing here my highness?", he gave me a smirk and said "don't call me your highness just call me epifanio", "fine, whatever you say epifanio" i said

I put my sword back to my bag freeing epifanio's chin, "you will not ask me how do i know a fight with a sword?" i said, "no because i know that you were never treated like other princesses, and you were raised like a prince, never treated weakly" he said these things with a smirk on his face and taking steps forward to me.

he was carrasing my face, and his hands on my face were giving me goosebumps,"what are you doing?" i said, "don't you like it?" he said

We were so close the demon in me was going crazy to kiss him, but i knew i shouldn't because if i will i will not just kiss, i might go onto the another stage and the demon in might take over and i can't risk that, so i pushed him away, and walked to our room without meeting our eyes, because i know he might be hurt because i pushed him away

When she pushed me away i was hurt if i am honest, i thought she wanted me but i guess i was wrong, she doesn't want me only i am the only one here who is always the one making first move, hungrily wants her and thinks we can have something in between us but i am so wrong (epifanio thought)

It was like noon i didn't saw epifanio, i know i hurt him, but i didn't had any other choice than to push him away, because i didn't want him to see me as others see me and i see myself as a 'monster', he is the best thing to me ever happend and i don't want to lose him or i will lose myself, i should maintain my distance with him, it will be easy right? honestly i don't know

One of the maids told me we all have our private rooms, so i thought to sleep there so i can be far away from epifanio honestly it was killing me to not go near him and being in his arms and sleep like i never have in my entire life so peacefully and see his face every morning i wake up, but i knew fate wasn't was going to let me because i am a 'monster'.

It was like 3 am in the night and i was hearing someone little screams in their room, in hearing things i am the best that is why i heard it, i knew it wasn't was that much faster and it was like someone was having a bad dream or something i was processing all these things that from whom room it might come, then it clicked me when the monster in me sensed it was coming from epifanio's room!!