Mistakes from the past

"What happened then? Was your heart desire fulfilled?" Prachi asked with a mocking tone, she curled her lips and pat Ana on her head.

"You are mocking me indirectly, is it because I lose?" Jelly asked and scoffed.

"You won, didn't you? You married him, he didn't even know you were not the lady he loved and he lived with you peacefully so automatically you won" Prachi said and smile.

"You can say that again but I lost, I lost to Skylar. Her father has the money to fulfill any of her wish so lucky her" Jelly sneered and hit the small table close to her, she felt pain and anger was all over her but she can't vent it on anyone.

"We spoke outside, I met him standing outside holding his bag containing the things he bought earlier, I was thrilled when I saw him but I tried to control myself. He spoke to me first, I was amazed, never expected it anyway. Then he asked if I'm Jelly, I was surprised, I thought he was my sister's boyfriend but my sister never told me anything about having a boyfriend, in fact the only thing she always say is getting a better house and buying a car, living a luxurious life but she wants to earn that luxury herself so she never indulge in any crime not even being a slut" Jelly said and sigh deeply.

"I was scared then, I prayed he won't say anything like that and he didn't, he said they were co-workers, that he had seen her in office many times, I was happy and gladly told him we are sisters, we are twins. He was moved, he commented on our resemblance many times and said he loved twins since childhood, he wished he could have too. I kept smiling like a fool while listening to him, he told me his name and I didn't hesitate to tell him mine, we even exchanged numbers before parting ways. I was the happiest that day, I couldn't stop telling Jelly about him. When I told her his name and described him, she recognized him immediately and agreed they were co-workers, I couldn't stop talking and she even lock me outside her room saying I'm disturbing her work as she was busy operating her laptop, I went to my room and I couldn't concentrate on myself, I even saw him in my dream proposing to me, very funny but I wished it came true" she added and twist her hair again.

"Everyone made a mistake but you went too far" Prachi said and Jelly scorned as if being reprimanded for what made her happy.

"You can keep saying that but it won't change anything and I like what I did" Jelly chided and smile.

"I know you regret it so don't pretend to me, save that for someone else" Prachi chastised while Jelly turned to look at them, she smile and turn back to the television.

"A month later, we agreed to meet and we did, he said I'm very funny, sometimes his girlfriend gets angry when she noticed another girl is keeping him busy online, I blushed when he said it especially when he confessed he kinda like my style, I will create a problem and go offline leaving him to wonder about it all day long. Before we part ways that day, he showed me his girlfriend's photo, that stupid girl was Skylar but unfortunately they broke up because he said he loved me, I was the type of girl he wanted. Skylar has the money but she couldn't give him happiness, she couldn't buy his love either, he never wanted her. I was very happy when he said that, I couldn't stop telling Jelly about it, I told her he finally loved me and she was happy, she told me congratulations several times and then I made the greatest mistake of my life, I introduced them to each other. Sometimes I wonder if it's my introduction that brought them together or if it's work but still, why didn't they start dating before I met him? Why did they betray me? Why would they do that?" Jelly asked as tears dropped from her eyes, she felt very bad and angry, wish she could avenge more on them but it was late already.

"I understand, it wasn't really your fault but to be honest, you still went too far. You should have given nature the chance to avenge for you, you should have been patient" Prachi commented and look at her.

"We dated for like a year before I noticed he no longer wants me but my sister, he was now drawn close to her, my attention is no longer important, my love was thrown to the dust and I felt rage, I felt betrayed. I couldn't take it at all and I was furious, the day he broke up with me I felt my world crumbled, I cried my life out and that stupid sister of mine locked herself in her room and kept quiet, she didn't even talk to me, no consolations, she never felt sorry for what she did, she wasn't remorseful. I felt a sharp knife edge pierce through my heart, the people I loved most took my love and throw it back at me as if it was useless to them" Jelly said and cried more, Prachi sigh and pat her head gently.

"It's okay, they were wrong and you were wrong as well" Prachi said and withdrew her hand as Ana adjusted herself.

"I don't care about how it happened, what caused their sudden affection? I never cared, I decided to move on. I have to live anyway, sometimes he comes around to see her, those times were like hell for me, I purposely locked my door and focus on work in most cases, freelancing was my part time job so it keeps me busy and occupied that I forgot anyone is home with me, I don't even eat sometimes. Suddenly I noticed she was pregnant, that was when we started talking to each other again, it was four months already and she was three months pregnant. Anytime I looked at her, I feel anger boiling inside me, I wanted to strangle her, I feel like taking her life that moment, that undying desire to kill her became something I couldn't control. The lies and betrayal made me angry, she was the one who once told me, I want a luxurious life first, I want to be a boss before allowing a man in my life, I wasn't ready for any relationship, I won't get pregnant before marriage, I won't blackmail any lady to take over her man so no one will do that to me. They were all lies, she didn't do any of those things, she broke her own principles, principles that she would defend with her life when we are together, she shattered them and turned me to a beast, a beast seeking revenge, a beast thirsty for blood, I won't forgive her for any of it" Jelly shouted and cried.

"How did you kill her? What lead to it?" Prachi asked and sigh deeply.

"I became nice when she was pregnant, I couldn't watch her suffer, I started taking care of her. I cleaned, cook and even washed her clothes, I helped her to hospital for anti-natal on every scheduled appointment, I don't know why but I couldn't watch her suffer, she was still my sister anyway. Anytime he comes around, he always avoid looking at me, maybe he feels guilty or whatever, I don't care anyway. I never spoke to him about anything and besides, most time once he is around I stayed in my room nursing my pain" Jelly scoffed and pulled her hair.

"Ana was born on 4th January 1999 in North Middlesex university hospital located at Edmonton, we lived at Edmonton then so the hospital was easy to access. I still couldn't forgive them but then my ulterior motive was totally dead just for it to be awaken again, when we get home after she was discharged, Jace was with us and he had reminded me of the fact that we are no longer together so in case I was pretending to care for so he can come back to me I should just stop it, I was so angry at what he said, so furious that even my kindness was criticized. That day the anger return, the thirst for revenge return and I didn't hesitate to kill her, how could he tell me that? He wasn't even thankful, he was just looking for every means to hurt me, every means to make me feel bad, why? What did I do wrong? Is it because I put my sorrows aside and helped my sister? Is it because I suddenly became nice?" Jelly asked as she blame herself for her misfortune.

"You did a nice job helping her, you are the best sister for doing that" Prachi complemented as Jelly turned to her.

"Why did you say that? Are you trying to manipulate my head?" Jelly scoffed and turned her head away.

"Since no one noticed your efforts, no one appreciated you, I decided to help them after all you did a nice job" Prachi said in a low tone while Jelly scorned as she put her head on the bed and bite her lips.

"When Ana was two months old, they started planning their wedding, anytime I see the card I felt more than betrayal. I decided to let everything go, I left the house immediately she came home from the hospital just after Jace said those rubbish to me, I wanted to go far away just to be alone, I told myself I will be fine if I leave this house but that fool Jace came back to taunt me, he brought his wedding card to my apartment and told me he came to invite me personally. He said I should feel honoured that the groom is inviting me personally, I became angry and I told myself it's enough, I won't take it anymore so a day to the wedding, I took Jelly and Ana out, I told her it's her wedding gift. Though she was reluctant to go with me at first, she later agreed and we went, I took them to different places for sight seeing, we even went to Tottenham to have a nice view. It was a long day so I will just cut it short, we still had fun anyway, we even talked about the past, pushing the mess aside. To her, it was the best day we enjoyed ourselves since we were adults and started working as we have no time for this but to me, it was the last day I will see her so I have to make it memorable" Jelly said and raised her head.

"I killed her at home but before then Jace was around, I caused issues between them and I talked about how they betrayed me, I said everything without hesitation and that got us fighting. Jelly fought with me so I used that means to kill her, Jace wasn't aware of it, he was in the sitting room when we started fighting in the bedroom, before he came I locked the door from inside, he was just barging on the door but no one opened it as we were still fighting. I took a knife out and we both injured ourselves with it but then Jelly pushed me to the floor and she tried to strangle me with pillow that was when my hand touched the knife which was on the floor and I stab her from behind, she let out a loud cry and slip to the floor from my body, Jace shouted what was going on from outside and begged us to open the door. I quickly adjusted myself and stab her stomach with the knife, blood rushed out continuously and she breath deeply, slowly she started losing her breath, she was becoming weak then I took an handkerchief and held her hand with it. Smiling I put her hand on the knife and held it there till she died, she was already weak so she couldn't fight back anymore, she just look at me as she breath her last, Jace hit the door again and started threatening to break it down if we did not open, I didn't panicked as I just arranged myself, carried Ana who was crying and opened the door trying to catch my breath, Jace was shocked as he looked at me and then he looked inside the room and met her on the floor but he didn't know we were interchanged, I came out as Jelly and the girl inside dressed like Jewel" Jelly said and sigh deeply.

"How come he didn't recognized you? Were you two so identical that nothing could tell you part?" Prachi asked looking confused.

"Jelly likes long hair and I prefer it short so I usually wear short wigs while she keeps her hair natural, I exchanged our clothes and gave her my wig then I took her ring, I removed the knife from her stomach before I could do all that and after dressing her, I stabbed her again and put her hand on it so it could look like she stabbed herself but still I regrets it. You are right somehow, I should have been patient so nature will take revenge for me, I was just too angry and she wouldn't have told me that if she wasn't dying" Jelly said and smiled.

"Ana was her boss's daughter, Mr. Robert is her father, Jelly told me this when she was dying. After Jace broke up with Skylar, she told her father to sack him since he was the CEO of the enterprise, Mr. Robert liked my sister in fact he wants her to be his woman, he had asked her several times but she refused. She wanted Jace too, she was envying my relationship so she helped him out by having a one night stand with the boss but she gave him a condition and that was marrying her, Jace broke up with me just to keep his job and my sister betrayed me with her actions, I couldn't believe what I heard, I find it difficult to understand. Life is so full of mysteries, who could believe she will do that to me? Someone who loved me, who cared for me, she was always there. When we lost our parents we promised to stick together, to care for each other but it didn't last, she betrayed me and I end up killing her, anytime I think about it I end up having head ache, sometimes I feel guilty but sometimes I feel she deserves it, she deserves everything" Jelly said and started crying again.

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