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Vanessa's pov

We spent the rest of the night talking which then turned into laughs. Alex wasn't so bad, he was chill. I would love to have him as a bestfriend of mine for the rest of my life. We then decided to go for a hunt since we were starving and he also wanted to see my wolf so that we could train. He was also curious about why everyone is trying to kill me because of my wolf.

"So you said that you shifted just 3 times and that's it?" alex asked, his eyes wide. I nodded, "Nah that's not good. You need to atleast once everyday, its not good and unhealthy for you and your wolf." he spoke as he started dragging me out of the house. "But it huuurtsss" I whined as i shivered, remembering the pain i went when i shifted.

Suddenly i was hit on the head as i groaned. "Its because you haven't shifted for a while and your body wasn't used to it. You see, when shifting, your bones twist so it can go for a wolf position and-" he interrupted by my hand that came in touch with his mouth as i made him stop talking, "please stop, don't continue please."

As we reached the forest, i went behind a tree and took my clothes off, so that when i come back, i could wear them again, and then i shifted, every bone in my body twisted and it hurts like hell. As i walked away from the tree i was met with alex's wolf which was brown, with little white spots. His wolf's eyes were dark blue, like the dark blue ocean.

He nodded for me to run first. "you damn well will regret this." I thought. We can't mind link cuz we are not blood related nor from the same pack. I ran and it wasn't even fast, for me atleast.

As i stopped in the same spot, we were shifted back. I notcied alex breathing deeply while i didn't seem tired at all. I went behind the tree and began wearing my clothes, i then went to alex to find him so sweaty. I rolled my eyes at that.

"God damn, now i know why-" be raised his finger as to take in air. After taking some air, he finally stood up and looked straight at me, "i might know where your parents are and which pack you actually came from. And add to that, i know who you truly are and that is a miracle."

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I was currently laying on the bed thinking, i had tried to even grasp a bit if my childhood memories but i failed. I sighed as i sat up, knowing that i wont fall asleep. I stood up looking out of the window to see the moon shining brightly and showing off its bright blue color.

My eyes widen" HOLY-SHIT its time for my HEAT." And with that i had pushed the bed infront of the door, blocking it. I backed away but remebered that i also have the window. I looked around to find something to block it but there was nothing. I began to panic.

Come on Vanessa! Think! You'll get raped because you were too horny to care, its my heat time any wolf will come at any second now! Think! The cabinet of course! Why didn't i think of that!

I ran quickly, pushing it, see as the moon to come down bit by bit announcing that the heat is coming at any moment now. As I blocked the window, i collapsed as the burning sensation started to spread in my veins. It felt like being burned alive but not dying. Its hard to be in heat since you are both in pain and fighting your wolf off. Fangs started to grow as half of my body was full of fur while the other part of of was skin. I do know that one of my eyes is silver while the other is brown. The male wolf feels attracted to the sent and the feeling that happens to every female,which is being half wolf, half human.

I know that my scent started to spread, and not being a normal wolf, the sent is much more stronger. I heard alex curse from the other side, it doesn't have an affect on him since he is gay, but did cusre because every fucking male out there would be wanting to come in and cliam me.

I screamed as the pain started to get worse, calling out for the male, which supposed to be my mate. But that arrogant, cocky, dochebag doesn't care at all. All he cared for is his "excuse of a fiancé" than his actual mate. I could hear things being crashed outside the room, am actually in, which supposed to be alex fighting off these males. I probably need to thank him tomorrow.

The night was spent with groans and screams which at some point made me scratch my skin until i passed out, darkness welcoming me.