Untouched

"I'm not going to force you. Let me just kiss you but don't upset me anymore I'm close to losing my patience." He explained while i'm shouting rape rape rape in front of him.

" Let go of me. This is sexual harassment & attempted rape. Before things get worst Andre just let me go." I'm still not giving up trying to fight his strength.

"I promised I won't do anything with but let me just hug you the whole night." He brought me to his bed and turn off the lights only a dim lamp remained. He is still detaining me on his arms while he seemed to sleep. I can't sleep like this so i tried to get away.

" Stop moving please, you're waking me up." I hear his breathing even feel it on my skin. He kissed and smelled my hair again before going back to sleep. I wanna try sleeping its close to dawn. My brother might come by 10 am to get his stuff. He can save me then if I manage to stay untouched by 10 am. I can't sleep with Andre hugging me from the back plus he snores so loud. This is so uncomfortable. His body is so warm from the alcohol. I turned a little bit but as usual I woke him up. He did again the weird smelling of my hair and kissing head near the ear down the nape. He's like a maniac. He run down his right hand from my waist to my legs. Its uncomfortable and awkward. Unexpectedly his touch is taking effect on my body.

I don't like it but it's my body which is reacting to his touch, my head says no but since I haven't been with a man for so long, I think i longed for a man's touch as well. I get up to leave, being with Andre on the same bed is crazy I will not tolerate my self feeling this way toward this man. I have to go. As I stand the bed his big frame get up to grab me again back to the bed.

"Where do you think you're going?" Said Andre with a little intimidation. I get scared actually, I'm just trying to compose myself and make an alibi.

"I can't sleep, yo're snoring so loud, I better stay on the sofa." That's the best thing i came up with.

"You're not going anywhere." He grab me down the bed and cuddle me again like earlier. Little by little my fright towards Andre faded I just want a comfortable position and sleep. One kick one push, If I can't sleep then I won't let him sleep too.

"Stop it, just stay still." I turn around facing him, I placed my finger on his nose to bother him even more. He slapped my hand.

"I said stop Tara. I'm losing my patience already. Just go to sleep." He warned me with aggressive voice. His eyes might be glaring by now if only I can see it in the dark.