I'm tired of this

Three months had past, the baby is happy giggling with his nanny on top of my big bed. While I'm staring at the mirror checking on all the changes happened to me physically. My belly is now lose with layered of fats caused by prequent staying on my bed. I'm breast feeding baby Alexander as recommended my the Doctor and by the people around me. I'm so stressed out I haven't finished any story since Alexander came. I may look happy everytime my family and friends visits me but the truth is I'm so tired, I can only remenese those days without my kid. Those days are gone now. I wished for this baby, I can no longer take back the past. But I can cry of regrets secretly. So here I am regretting to miss what I should be doing now if only I don't have a baby. I dialed the phone to call Andrei. The easily connected to him.

" Can you please take Alex with you I will prepare all his stuff. The nanny will come along of course." He agreed with this proposal, he is rather excited with this idea that Alex will stay with him. It was 8 in the evening when he came to pick up Alex and yaya Dona including the prepared pumped milk for baby Alex. I reminded Andrei of the important things to remember so they will fo along well. They will be staying the whole week with Andrei.

Drake heard about what happened so he called me to check what is wrong. I explained to him my reason. I need time for myself, i want to finish a story and get out of the house without worrying about Alex, besides Andrei should bond with his son. He has to fulfill his obligation as a father. He bid goodbye after a short talk. I immediately break the news that I will be free tonight. Finally I can go out.