Chapter 33
We danced in a slow rhythm, swaying and our bodies entwined. He had his hand at the back of my hips while mine was holding on to his neck. He looked so handsome even with his unnatural translucent blue eyes. They were glowing as if absorbing any source of light they could get. Such predatory eyes, that would make anyone cower and freeze, were looking at me lovingly.
But remained guarded. He was still a vampire even if he promised to keep us in the shelter safe. Well, at least for two years that I would be spending there. Somehow it made my mind at peace that I am doing my part.
"I didn't know that you've been having such perverted thoughts about me." I smiled at him coyly and blushing. Well, in all honesty, I've been having wild thoughts of him as well. I could easily get rid of it through cold showers, but right at this moment, I was letting go of all the restraints I had, just to feel that ecstasy he could only give.
Suddenly a rush of images flooded my thoughts of us doing all the carnality I've fantasized about. "I didn't know you shower to cool off. You could always reach out to me in our dream share, you know." He teased me, lowering his head just so he could whisper in my ear, "We could always do it here. We are married after all." His hot breath on my skin made me flustered.
"We are not married," I answered. "You died."
"I am here Fran. And I am married to you." he touched the spot where he bit me. I whimpered when he pressed his finger on it, a mix of pleasure and pain. I felt my knees getting weaker. "This connected us." He growled, "and the more you try to deny it, the harder it would be for you to resist me."
I leaned on him for support. "But...we promised to marry before we do stupid things." I couldn't even stand straight. I could feel myself moistening, getting ready for him. "You know this is wrong. Xedjedy, if you love me you'll wait. For the right time, for the moment we can do it personally." A moan suddenly escaped me as I felt my core building up with pressure.
"What are you doing to me?" I moaned with gritted teeth, my knees finally buckling. He took me in his arms and carried me bridal style.
"I'm calling your body. This is your response to me." He said in a serious tone, "You are mine." He walked towards the edge of the gazebo, fireflies floated around us, glowing and twinkling. I was panting, trying to relive the pleasure and pain I was feeling in between my thighs.
"If you love me, you don't have to assert your dominance on me." I gasped, closing my eyes tightly as little movements made me want him more. I wanted him to penetrate me, to own me. To fuck me until senseless until the pleasure was the only one feeling remained. I clung to him as I trembled.
"I am not asserting my dominance. It's just your body's normal reaction to me, only a bit intense?" I tried rolling my eyes at him, he just smirked. He made me sit at the edge of the gazebo's floor, making my feet touch the water which immediately shocked my system. "There, is that better?" He asked whilst sitting next to me, making me lean on him.
I let out a sigh of relief. The water helped in my predicament, but being near him made me hypersensitive. His skin touching mine, his hair shining in the moonlight, everything about him made me want him.
I never realized that until that moment the two of us were barefooted. I was so focused on him. But when I saw my reflection in the water, it awakened something in me. It made me question. It was as if I was in that place, but I knew it was a dream. "Is this an illusion?"
"No." he closed his eyes and inhaled deeply. "I'm here in this place, at this time. I am making you see it as I do. It's the mind link that we've established at that first meeting. "
"You mean when you mind raped me?"
He chuckled, "I mean, when we had sex for the first time." What he said made me blush, as I thought about that day. What we shared was raw and pure. But then again, it was just another mind trick that he can do.
"Being a vampire made me capable of linking us telepathically." He gave me a peck on my cheek. "I think it is one of the perks when you can access a hundred percent of your brain capacity."
"Are you the only one who could do this?" I was looking around, slowly getting relaxed once again. I let the cold water distract me from him. "I mean, was it you who killed all those soldiers?"
"No." He said in a gloom. "When I sired humans, they could never really accessed their full capacity. Some stayed at their age, while others got younger as my blood adjusted their bodies to their full physical capability."
"Others got mad, because they couldn't handle the change in their mental state. Accessing the brain's full potential is a very dangerous thing." I could see the horror reflected on his face.
It was as if he was pained by the things he'd caused. "Those who survived the madness became something sinister. They still obey me because I made them, but their blood lust made them kill thousands in a day. They indulged in torture and sadistic practices not only on human, but to our kind as well."
There was this strong desire for me to comfort him. I wanted to ease his pain. I wanted him to know, he will never be alone anymore. That I would be here to comfort him. I held his cheeks in my hands and made him look at me. "You did what you could to survive." I said almost in tears. "You alive is an important thing for me." Perhaps I've been judging him. Perhaps I was wrong. But then again, he could be just manipulating me to give him sympathy.