Evlyn POV
As I sit here questioning my own thought process, I begin to wonder if I am an overthinker. The events of a few minutes ago continue to linger in my mind, and the emotional impact they had on me is undeniable. Although I know that I shouldn't allow myself to worry about it and move on, I can't help but feel weighed down by the possibility that it may have been more than just a panic attack. It's a tough pill to swallow, this idea of carrying the weight of past experiences with us into the future. It's a reminder that we are powerless to change what has happened and that accepting and moving forward is the only way to go. However, the thought of having to live with the consequences of someone else's actions is infuriating, and I can't help but despise the person who has disrupted my life and my outlook on the future. If only I could erase that page from the book of my life, or better yet, remove it entirely.