lila mahm

Still waters, run deep.
One foot in, towards bottomless it be.
Hopes on one remain, thou shall be saved. 

It was all good at first,
Tons of laughs, never-ending jokes,
That soon gone in one blink of an eye.

Melanie has never been this happy in her whole life. It is exactly what she has always been dreaming about, having a good friend that assures you no matter what happened and stuff, far away from any control freaks and high expectations. She just needs to do well in her exam and that’s it!

Little did she know how the world works. Everything starts to fall apart as it feels so wrong to feel alright. Nothing goes unbothered, leaving her under overwhelming thoughts and heavy feelings, without knowing the exact reason.

At the same time, her relationship with the new college friend starts to become more than a friend. The countless drama starts to rise above, both good and bad, somewhat makes everything harder and easier for Melanie, messing around with her head and thoughts.

Where did it all goes wrong?
Can Melanie make it till the end?

Flying Ocean

Her forehead tightens as she starts to feel the heat all over her body. The drug has kicking inside her body. Her heart feels like it’s about to explode, meanwhile her head is pounding like crazy. Melanie tried to take a deep breath only to find out that her lungs feel like being compressed, as her chest becomes dense. 


“Holy fuck…this drug is insane…I feel like crap..” she tries to talk in between her short breath. 


Slowly, she is losing control over her body muscles when both of her eyes decide to shut themselves no matter how hard Mel tries to open them. She feels so weak that even a single finger raise can’t be done. A sense of regret starts to emerge towards the surface of her heart. 


“This is not what I imagined…” Mel whispers in indistinct. 


Her head keeps thinking about how she wishes for Kat to be here by her side so that she can be saved. 


Sadly, they are way too far from each other’s grip. 


“Nobody is home, and I’m too weak to lift up a bare finger…Just when I thought nothing is going worse…” 


It feels as if the drugs are sucking her energy from the inside that there is barely anything left. 


“What the hell I was thinking…” she mutters in her breath. 


Slow enough that even an ant can’t hear a thing. 


Cold sweats are all over her body. The more time it takes, the shakier her breath gets. 


“Where the damn hell is Mama and Dada…” 


Tears are coming out unwillingly, picturing the pain her body is in. 


Though she has no energy to move, her natural talent which is talking, seems not going anywhere. Only that, it can’t be considered talking as no voice is coming out of her mouth. 


“Kat is going to kill me for this,” 


She breathes heavily as the corner of her lips goes up by the name of Katherine. 


She continues to beg though no one is there. 


Present 2