It's been over two weeks since I decided to take baby steps and I must confess, it's been awesome.
Every little step, though difficult, brought tremendous results.
Over the past weeks I have learnt to be more vocal about my thought and feelings rather than bottling them up till they eventually explode. I realized that there is no such thing as 'too much affection' when the feeling is mutual, giving just as much love as one receives is not a bad thing after all.
I've been helping mum out as her P.A for over a week now and I do not regret it.
It could be stressful most of the times as brides and their families fret and boss you around, always expecting the impossible from you, but getting to meet the emotional brides and listen to their " how we met" stories was enough relief in itself. It gave me an illusion that I could get my own happy ending some day.