Chapter 30

With no condition to hear another word that came out from Sebastian's mouth, I got up bewildered, I wanted to get out of there, and that's what I did despite my mother's or my father's calls. I arrived at the parking lot, trying to open the car door.

But in vain, I threw my bag on the floor, leaned against a wall, and sat on the sidewalk with my head down, trying to digest and process everything I heard in that room. It was the first time in my life that it felt like my world was falling apart on me. I didn't know what to do, how to cope, I didn't want to believe, my whole being refused to accept the truth, it felt like the end of all my plans, my dreams, my life, and I asked myself a million question, it didn't take me long to fall into total despair, I saw shadows passing by looking at me like as I had just lost someone, even some curious passers-by came over to ask me or to say something. Yet, I didn't care; I ignored them like no one else was there but me and my problems.