Painful Past

Luke would watch the news as it was talking about how parents force their children to study thinking education is a competition among parents. Children are considered to be tools for winning a competition of who's the best as it's forceful and stupid.

" Why wouldn't they accept our passion and ambition.. All they want is robots to do their deeds."..—

He said whilst watching the news as it reminded him of his past as it wasn't sunshine and rainbow filled life. As when he was still in school his mother would always scold him and force him to study hard and tell him that he should be number one and best everyone to show how great his family is. Yes, he wished to be a blogger and an explorer but his family considered it as a literal sin.

". All I ever wanted was to be myself but I was forced to be alone and just study and study for what. My future is bad as it ever was. "..—

He muttered whilst staring at the wall as memories began to flash before his eyes as it was showing him how bad it was. How bad and difficult it was for him to grow up but rather than being good at studies he was forced to not make friends or extra curriculum activities as only studies and a government job can save him as that was his mother's motto. He never wanted this as he realised getting a government job needs bribing or recommendation through bribing as only the rich can have it. The sad reality of his life as he is never born into a rich family. But he never gave up as he grows up and gained enough strength to stand on his feet.

". Gosh if I only took some easy subjects I wouldn't have to suffer like this. I never liked maths."..—

He said as he slowly stood up and walked towards the kitchen to take some snacks to calm his mind down before things get truly depressing. He was thinking about the time when he was in grade twelve he couldn't win it as he lost it due to maths as it was truly difficult for him to pass. Mainly because his heart just wasn't interested in it but his family forced him and that forcefulness made him get defeated as he thinks about the part where he was tensed up as everyone wanted him to get full marks and best everyone else.

" I just wasn't ready.. I didn't want to do it but they even made me redo the exam even after knowing that I was weak in front of maths."..—

He said as he took out a packet of chips and opened it by ripping the packet. He slowly poured everything into a bowl and walked towards the couch as he yawned slightly as thinking about his past made him bored yet saddened as he could have achieved many things but due to lack of support and ignorance, he never did gain anything but being a failure. He left his house as he couldn't handle the hypocrisy of his family as it was too much for him to handle and to search for his love as she was his salvation and keeping her happy is his redemption.

" nom nom.. I wished to make them proud but I couldn't as I wasn't that bright they didn't realise it and just wanted me to work till I die so I can beat mothers friends children. I didn't even know them yet she wanted me to beat them which was quite not possible."..—

He said whilst munching on the chips as he was indeed saddened as his future was made to be dull as if there is no support then it is truly difficult to be successful alone as all he needed was support. He would open his phone and enter the gallery as picking up his girls photo. She was a beautiful girl whom wanted to support him and be with him but fate made it difficult for her as she was suffering from the pain given to her by her own family. Indeed life is difficult if there are people who can control you exist as he wanted to be free hence he chose to be a blogger and to stay with his wife to tend to her needs and make her happy was his dream.

" one day my love. I'll be there and you can give me the hope I need. just need a Lil bit more time so I can reach you so I can hug you and kiss you SOON."..—

He said as tears began to pour out from his eyes as indeed he was sad and depressed as he didn't have anything great to remember from his past but a horrendous amount of sadness, despair and unrelenting bad luck but he wasn't willing to give up nor die as a failure as he wanted to prove to all that he could do it he could be great. But first, he needed her as he waited for 6 years just so he can get her and have a family with a truly serene life. But life is demanding money for that as he is steamrolling to find news and show it to the world as his blogs unveil real nefarious deeds of the government and the politician which makes him a dangerous online blogger. But it means a lot of money as every news is business and he must exploit it for his gain as there was no other choice. He looked at the passport placed at the table as he looked through the phone to prepare his visa and get a ticket as his destination was the Philippines where he can find his future and destiny. He slowly took a deep breath and.

".. Soon enough this solitude will end and I'll get united. but before that, I must find good news to put in my blog."..—

He said while grinning as he began to change channels in the telly to seek the best channels which gave the perfect news for him to exploit.