6. Please don't go...

It was a Monday morning. All of our friends went out including me and Jaden. We went to a hallway and sat inside a big room with each other's boyfriends'. Jaden sat next to me holding my hand. My heart was beating so fast and I was incredibly happy to stay like that. "Babe can you come here?" Jaden asked showing his lap. "Yaa" I said. He took me to his lap and was looking deep into my eyes. We both were lost in our own world. The very next second Jaden leaned down slowly to my face and kissed my lips gently. I was about to cry out loud. I didn't expect a kiss in that moment. I couldn't even express how happy I was. I closed my eyes. I could feel his lips moving on mine upwards, downwards, around and inside. I could feel his heartbeat. He touched my face slowly and gave a forehead kiss. My eyes are still closed. After the forehead kiss I felt like I was dieing, screaming, crying and shouting with

happiness. And that was our first lip kiss.

The whole day I was thinking about that kiss. And Everytime I think about that it gives me butterflies. And now even when I see Jaden I get butterflies.

Days passed we were so happy. We couldn't meet much but still our bond was so strong. We had a deep trust between us. The love we had was unbreakable. We texted, took calls and video calls literally like everyday. He was so happy when he was with me. And I was so happy when I was with him. He says that I'm his motivation. And I say he's my councillor. After these happy days one day my dad said "Babe I booked you a ticket to fly to England" I was confused. But I knew this would happen someday. Of course I know he's sending me there to extend my knowledge and to do my studies further, and I was happy for that. But the thing is, I didn't want to leave Jaden alone. I know how it is when I leave him. Of course he'll get addicted to drugs to reduce the pain. He'll think I don't love him. I was hit by these questions. I didn't know how to tell Jaden that I'm flying abroad.

"Sweety, I'm coming to your place today. Is it okay? Are you free?" Jaden called in the morning. "Yaa baby you can come over. I'm free today" I said. "Okay darling I'm on my way" he said. "Sure babe, take care" I ended the call. I was sweating all over. Dad said I have my flight in 4days from today. And now Jaden is coming over. If I act like I have a problem, for sure he'll ask me why, and I'll have to say everything today; so it's better to keep my mouth shut and enjoy. This was what my heart said. But my head was literally crashing inside. I heard Jaden's vehicle from outside and I ran downstairs to open the door. Before opening the door, I took a deep breath held a big smile on face.

"Good morning baby" he came in and kissed my lips. "Good morning darling" I said. There was nobody at home that day. Mom and dad went for work and my sister was at her friend's place. It was only me and Jaden. We went upstairs, and went straight into my room. I closed the door and sat on my bed. Jaden came and hugged me as if he hasn't seen me for months. I kissed his lips gently. Jaden took hold of my face and started to kiss harder. He was really hot. I was sweating and my heart was about to jump out. He laid me in the bed and removed my tshirt. I was burning inside. Butterflies in stomach and my whole body was hard. Jaden was touching every single line of my body gently with his fingers. He leaned and kissed my chest and my tummy. All those kisses were so gentle. We sat in the my bed crawling and cuddling each other and then Jaden requested to watch Netflix. I said sure and we watched Fifty Shades and that fifty shades happened in my room. Both of us were so excited. Our bodies were so hot. They pushed together. All those hugs were hot like fire and both of us were literally sweating when the thing was done. I was happy and so was he. We went to the kitchen and I made some waffles to eat. We ate it and came to the bed room again. He held me tight and crawled near me. "I love you so much baby. I don't know how to explain that. Thank you so much for accepting me to your world. And also thank you so much for being my world" he started kissing my neck after saying that. I was like flying. I didn't know where I was. My mind was floating. He was the best and the best of everything which I had.

And in the evening in that day we both went out for a walk. We talked about our day, our future, our life and almost everything a couple could talk. And when the night fall he dropped me home said good night to me my Mom and Dad and went. I directly went to my room. I got flashbacks from every single memory which we had in my bedroom. And almost every word he said were stuck on my head. I didn't know how to fly abroad leaving this baby bunny alone. I was so upset. I didn't know how to say this to Jaden. I took hold of my pillow and started crying. "Babe aren't you gonna have dinner" I heard my mom. "Mom can you come in?" I called. "Oh honey you are crying. What happened?" she was so upset. "Mom I only have three days more and Dad said he had booked my tickets. Mom can you tell me how can I leave Jaden here alone. He'll be so upset. I don't know what to do Mom. How can I say that I'm going to another country. Will he be able to bear the pain?" I cried out loud. "Baby stop crying. You just tell him everything tomorrow. I'm sure he'll wait till you come back. You both trust each other alot. You both love each other a lot so it's fine. You'll be gone for 3years. I'm sure he'll be okay. Of course he'll be upset for not seeing you for 3years, but still eventually he'll be alright. And I promise I'll talk to him every day and will remind all your beautiful memories. He'll be fine with that" said mom. "Mmm..okay Mom I hope so" I said. "Okay my good girl come and have dinner now" she went downstairs. I had my dinner and went to sleep. "Good morning baby.. I wanna meet you today. Are you at home or are you busy today?" I texted Jaden. "Good morning ma lil Rose..yaa darling I'm home you can come over" he replied. "Okay babe I'm on my way" I texted. "Take care baby" he replied.

I reached Jaden's place and rang the bell. My hands were shaking. I don't have guts to say the thing which I'm gonna say, but still there's nothing I can do. "Good morning darling" Mrs. Melissa came to open the door. "Good morning Mrs. Melissa" I said. "Jaden's at upstairs honey" she said as I enter to the living room. "Sure thank you" I said and went straight to his room. He was having so much fun playing video games. "Hello baby" I said. "Oh guys I gotta go bye" I said and quit the game. "Hello.. look whose here. I think my baby was getting flashbacks that's why she came to meet me this morning." he said in a flirty way while coming to me. He grabbed my waist and kissed me hard. I didn't say anything cause I really loved those kisses. He took me to his arms and kept me in his bed and started kissing again. "Babe I brought your fruit juice" said Mrs.Melissa. We both stopped in shock. "Oh..Thank you Mrs Melissa" I said. She smiled back and kept it on the table. After she went out Jaden closed the door and sat next to me while rubbing my hand. "Jaden, I wanna tell you something" I said. He looked straight into my eyes sharply cause I never said his name like that unless I'm mad at him. "Babe you alright? Did someone hurt you? Is there something wrong?" he asked repeatedly. "Nono babe" I said. "Then tell me what happened" Jaden said. "Babe this is something which is gonna make you sad. But still I have to say this cause I don't know what else I can do" I said. "Yaya come-on tell me what is it" he said in impatience. Tears filled in my eyes. "Babe, Dad said he's gonna send me to England. I'm gonna go there day after tomorrow" I said. Tears ran down my cheeks. I was looking down at the floor. I couldn't look straight into the eyes of my baby boy. I knew if I did so, I'll get a heart attack for sure. He stood up and went to open the door and go out. I ran and stopped him by giving him a back hug. He turned around took hold of my shoulders and lifted my face to look deep into my eyes. I was crying so hard. He was crying even more. "Babe I knew this would happen" he said and went downstairs. Mrs. Melissa was shocked. She stopped him going out of the house. And asked both of us to sit by the kitchen table. She asked me what happened and I explained the reason while crying. "Mom I knew this would happen. I knew she'd go leaving me here alone. I didn't have anyone except her. She was the only friend and only girl friend I had. And now she's gonna walk away. I know that long distance relationships doesn't exist the same" he went out saying that. I was so hurt. My heart knew that I'm not gonna leave him or dumb him. But still he doesn't trust long distance relationships. The pain I had was so tough that I got migraine in that very instance. So I said good bye to Mrs. Melissa and went back home. I texted my apologies to Jaden but he didn't reply me back. The next day I packed all my stuff and started making an album for Jaden with the cutest pictures of us together. I thought he'd even text back or take a call for me even today cause I'm gonna go tomorrow in the morning at 10 to the airport. But still he didn't text me back. That day was over so I went to sleep.

It was 6.00am. I woke up, took a bath, got dressed into a crop top and a wide legged pant and went downstairs to have breakfast. It was 8.00am. Dad asked whether the things are packed and asked if I'm ready or not to go to the airport. I said that I'm ready. So Dad took my travelling bag to the vehicle and asked me to get in. I said goodbye to Mom and sister and went to the airport with Dad. On the way I checked my phone with the intension of getting a message from Jaden. But still there wasn't any. I was afraid thinking that he'd breakup with me. But still I knew he wouldn't do that. At 8.40 we reached the airport. Dad dropped me, said goodbye and take care, kissed my cheek and went back home. I went to the check in alone and was standing at the queue. I had the album which I made for Jaden in my back pack. So I took it out and started looking at the pictures. After about five minutes I closed it and took him a call. He didn't answer. The queue was so long and it was 9.00 am. I was just scrolling at the chats of me and Jaden. "Babe" I heard his voice and I turned around. I saw him standing at the next side. I dropped my back pack and ran into his arms. I was crying like hell while hugging him. "Darling I'm so sorry for not replying you. I was so upset. I didn't talk with anyone. I'm so sorry" he said while crying. I didn't say anything. I didn't wanna let go of his arms. Then he held my face up gently with both of his hands, looked into my eyes and said "Rose, promise me that you won't leave me, promise me that you'll be my wife someday, promise me that you'll run back into my arms as you did today, promise me darling you'll be with me forever" he was crying so much. "Of course baby I promise. Please stay till I come. Don't change. Don't fall for anyone. Please stay. Hold on. Your baby will come back to you soon" I said. "Thank you baby" he said and kissed my lips. I took hold of his hand and brought him near to the queue. I opened my back pack and gave the album for him. "I made this yesterday. For you" I said with puppy eyes. He took it and hugged me again. "Thank you babe. I'm sorry I didn't get anything for you I was out of my mind. Please don't get upset" he said. "No baby it's fine. Thank you for coming. I didn't think that you'd come here. So, thank you for that surprise". I stood up from my toes and kissed his lips again. "I have to go now babe. Please don't cry. Eat well. Stay healthy. Stay happy babe. I'll be back soon. I love you so much" I said. "Please don't go" he started crying again while hugging me. "I'm coming soon babe. Don't make me cry again" I said. "Baby come back soon" he said. "Yaaa darling I'm coming soon" I said and kissed him again. "I love you so much. Please don't forget that your baby's waiting for you here" he said. "I won't forget you babe. I promise. I love you. Take care". "I love you too my world. Take care sweetheart" said Jaden while giving me the best forehead kiss ever. I said goodbye to him and went into the check-in with thousands for tears stuck in my eyes.