my days of school from Monday to Friday and back again like that, on this Monday in the morning at 7 o'clock I sat in my seat at the back near the glass so I could get some fresh air from outside the classroom. sitting next to my friend and talking about anything from games to funny things that happened in middle school. while chatting not long the bell arrived and I had to prepare the tools to be ready to study in the first hour of class.
sometimes I think too much about whether I have to continue like this by always looking for my true love at this time during high school. Am I so focused on this that it makes me forget that it's not all about romance? because what I know from other people and in my own opinion at the time of love during high school was very, very beautiful and maybe it can be remembered and can't be forgotten until even people who have graduated sometimes want to come back again and want to repeat all the stories again.
Am I too focused only on romance? Because my neighborhood friends also made everything that was in high school colorful by being punished, joking and laughing, and also doing things that had never been done before. Because I think this is the right time to find out what love is in high school. Yes, even though I go to vocational school but I think it's the same as high school.
Sometimes at school I daydream thinking that my high school love story would be very, very beautiful and good when told to other people when I was in high school. Yes, even though there are those who say that SMK children do not know what is called a love story during high school because SMK children are more inclined to things that smell like fights because on average, SMK children are boys, not girls. Even though there are those who say that vocational school children like that every time they come home from school, there are also many who date from this vocational school, such as classmate who takes his girlfriend home, eats in the canteen together, wherever they go, they are always together. Right now, there are very few people I want to approach because no one is my partner, after all, I'm also the type of person who doesn't like other people easily. I still like that person to this day even though I've tried to forget him but it's only temporary. Since middle school I've been thinking that I won't date as long as I'm still in school, not because I pretend to put school first but for me it's not that important and I think dating is a very, very inconvenient thing because I have to do this that's what makes us troublesome what else is too much love or can be said to be bucin (slave of love).
Sometimes I'm very jealous of people who are dating, sometimes I'm just normal because my desire to date just disappears. Later on October 11, I will undergo a mid-semester exam which will be held by the school. I have started paying installments for the lessons that will be on the exam, reading a few books, even though I don't really like reading. There is a rumor that every class will be mixed with other classes just like mine will be mixed with the accounting class which is a women's department whose content is more or less all women. I was pretty freaked out because I've never sat with a woman or anything so close together. Today is Saturday, which means that there is only a little longer I will run the mid-semester test (UTS) held by the school. Sometimes I read my book about 10 to 15 minutes before going to bed and after I wake up.
When I was studying, not long ago Rio called me and asked me.
Rio: "Yeah yeah yeah yeah"
Ryan: "What's Yo, just relax, why on the phone?"
Rio: "HAHA HAHA HAHA yeah yeah yeah, are you studying for tomorrow's exam bro?"
Ryan:"study but a little bit"
Rio: "Wow, where am I not studying anymore, where am I sitting in the front, how are you doing?"
Ryan: "Don't worry, you're absent. Close to Cindy, so you can cheat on her."
Rio: "Yes, it's close to Cindy, but I'm in the front, how can I cheat if my paper is torn off?"
Ryan: "It's okay, before the test, just study a little bit so that at least you're not so stupid, yo"
Rio: "Alright, btw, do you want to do PKN assignments tonight?"
Ryan: "What are you doing, Mulu's job is like a high school kid"
Rio: "I don't know, try asking the knight, I've been told by him about it"
Ryan: "okay, I'll try to ask satria"
I was surprised at the school even though I was about to take the mid-semester exam but I was still given assignments. Even so, I was quite prepared to take the midterm exam held by the school. Because my seat is also pretty good at the front about the third row from the front there. I don't want to wait for answers from other people whose exams haven't been completed and instead make me caught cheating and my score goes 0. tonight I'm studying religion and MTK because tomorrow what will be tested is MTK and the first religion I studied religion and Read a few books to understand better. and if it's MTK I'm still confused because my MTK really really can't know what's called MTK. I'm very stupid in MTK but I'm still working on it so that at least I understand the workings of the MTK parts that will be tested and a little bit at least I can do it. I didn't sleep for long and got ready to take the exam tomorrow.
Monday morning at 6.45 am I have gone to my school, sometimes I leave a bit late and even very late because I am not the type of schoolboy who is very diligent by coming to school in the morning. when I left I parked my motorbike in the motorbike parking lot and rushed into the school. apparently school hasn't even arrived yet. Bell has arrived and I'm grateful that I'm not late for school on the first day. I'm confused while looking at my exam card because I don't know which side of my classroom is which I know is only room 7 and I don't know which side it is. I saw my friend was on the 2nd floor of building b and I approached my friend and asked where our class was and he replied "our class is in room 8b, just try going there". when I approached him it was actually there. when I want to go to class I see a list of seats that I will sit and who I sit with when I see it I see the person sitting next to me named like a woman, when I enter and want to put my bag it turns out that it's a woman. ...