Chapter 35
I was ANGRY at myself for not being capable enough to protect the person who believes me to no end.
HELPLESS cause the only thing that can help Nia is beyond my thoughts.
I can't do it but I have to...Otherwise...
SAD cause whatever I have here will not last long a few days maybe...I don't know.
DISHEARTENED cause I had no way out of it.
If I tell anyone else about what happened here then Ryder will take action which won't be good.
Tears were flowing down my cheeks nonstop, my cheek hurting because of the slap but I didn't have enough strength to stand and walk out.
The firing was still going on indicating Ryder hasn't left with his people.
I wanted so badly to kill myself.
Will it be of any good?
Voices were ringing in my head telling me not to do anything stupid...
I stood wobbling from the floor, wiped my tears and made my way out. By now there was no sound but only the aftermath of it.
Floors were covered with blood, dead bodies lying here and there. Glass shattered and everything was a mess. Not a single thing that I saw was intact.
I bumped into the girls who came out hearing no sounds.
We made our way downstairs towards the hall to look for the boys.
I had my hair down to hide my slightly swollen cheek. I had washed my face before I bumped into the girls as I don't want anyone to see me crying.
Once down we were greeted by boys covered in blood and seeing them able to walk easily we could tell it wasn't there.
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LEVIAS
Baby, are you alright?
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Without answering him I hugged him as if my life depended on it and somehow it did. I felt relief when I hugged him but not for long.
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LEVIAS
What happened?
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I shook my head not wanting to speak cause if I spoke I won't be able to control the tears that I had been keeping in control the moment I came downstairs and saw him.
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LEVIAS
Tell the crew to clean everything.
We will be moving out for the time being.
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Right now I was hugging him like a koala not wanting to free myself from him fearing he will disappear right in front of my eyes.
We sat in the car with me on Lev's lap, my head on his shoulder, and my hand drawing patterns on his hand randomly, mind lost somewhere far.
Everyone else was busy talking while I was busy thinking about my talk with my ex and his condition.
Lev was silently rubbing my back soothing me which wasn't helping instead was making me cry, to let it all out but I didn't want to tell Lev and put everyone in danger because of me
We finally reached our destination which was another amazing mansion which I was in no mood to appreciate.
Once inside Lev gave some instructions and took me to his room seeing how tired I looked.
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LEVIAS
Find who attacked today...
DREW
Yes Boss
LEVIAS
Gather information from those alive.
ISSAC
Yes
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Once inside Lev sat on the bed with me straddling him, both my legs on his sides and my face buried in his chest.
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LEVIAS
*soothingly*
What happened?
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I just shook my head looking down, avoiding his gaze.
He gently grabbed my face unlike Ryder and made me look at him in the gentleness of his eyes.
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LEVIAS
Speak
NEET
*lying*
I was scared
I thought I won't be able to see you anymore.
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I half lied looking anywhere but him because if I looked I might just blurt out everything.
I started crying once again. The mere thought of leaving him or he leaving me made me afraid.
But the condition that Ryder put forward is the thing I am afraid to do.
I can't bear to do so with my king, my life, my everything.
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LEVIAS
Shh...It's fine nothing happened.....
I am here with you
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He hugged me tight
and rubbed my back gently trying to make me stop crying.
But the longer he showed concern for me the harder it became to stop.
Somehow I calmed down and started feeling sleepy cause of all the events that transpired early. He laid me on the bed and stood after kissing me on the forehead.
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LEVIAS
I am gonna take a shower.
Sleep and have some rest, u need it.
NEET
Mmm
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Just as he turned to go to the bathroom I stopped him by grabbing his hand.
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NEET
Can we go on a vacation just you and me?
LEVIAS
Sure
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He smiled and went to get freshen up.
Maybe it will be our last vacation together.
Thinking that I closed my eyes welcoming the darkness, single lone falling on the pillow.