Undeniable

Ned's eyes were deep, like the ocean.

When he asked me why I was so adamant on learning the spell, there was a consideration to lie and one to tell the truth.

Though lying left a bad taste in my mouth, it would simply be too hard to explain why I was able to cast magic.

To keep some things concealed, it would lead me down a long rabbit hole of explanations that would eventually lead to the one thing I didn't want to talk about.

The fact I came back to life after every death.

In the end, after a few moments of pondering, a bitter smile spread out across my face.

"I guess... It's because I wanted to change my life."

My eyes watched Ned closely for his response.

Would he question my undoubtedly vague answer?

Ned laughed. He stared off into the courtyard for a few moments before speaking.

"I think I understand what you mean. To be honest, my thoughts aren't so different."