Chapter 31

"Can I come in?" I ask as I peek at Casper behind the door.

He nods and I let myself in. "I brought cheesecake" I say and give him the plate of cheesecake and a fork.

I sit on the sofa at the far side of his office "Is there anything important you wanted to discuss?" He asked as he leaned back in his chair and took a bite from the cheesecake I brought him.

"So.....I talked to mason this morning"

He freezes for just a second "how?"

"Dakota showed me a way"

He nods "and—"

"And I'm going to silver moon pack on Tuesday"

"What? Why?" He stands up and comes to stand in front of me.

"His children need help and Alexa is pregnant"

"She has guards" he points out.

I sigh "I know but mason asked me too and I don't think this is something that he thinks his guards can take care of"

He doesn't answer me,he just leans back on his desk and crosses his arms. His lips are in a thin,straight line and he isn't looking at me.

"Casper what's wrong?"

"I should've known"

"Known what?"

"That you still have feelings for Mason"

I stand up and walk towards "don't say that" I take his hands in mine but he just rips away hands form mine. I forcefully take them back and wrap them around my waist. There is little distance between us now and I cup his cheek and move his head so he's looking at me.

"Do you know that when I was talking to mason today,I didn't feel anything. No love,no pull,no form of attraction. I'm doing this for his kids because he sounded serious and if anything did happen to them because I didn't go,then I would feel bad. Besides, it sounded really serious, maybe there's a connection with what's going on with Javier "

"Are you sure that you didn't feel anything?"

I run a hand through his hair while the other rested on his biceps "not a thing. His eyes are nothing compared to your beautiful ones and I definitely I like blonds now" I murmur as his lips descend on mine.

"Hope I'm the only blond you're referring to" he says after we break the kiss.

I nod,not able to say anything because that's how kissing Casper is—it'll leave you paralyzed and it'll leave you struggling for air and the tingles—oh the tingles I feel whenever we kiss—

He kisses me again and I haven't even caught my breath yet. I moan as his tongue makes it way into my mouth again. We kiss for a very long time before he turns around which reverses our position.

My upper thigh is pressed against the table now and he lifts me so now I'm sitting on the table with my legs spread to let him come in between them.He tilts me head up which deepens the kiss and runs his hand up and down my thigh before they land on my waist. I lean into the kiss which makes my breasts push against his cheat and he groans and his grip on my hip tightens.

"Fuck" he murmurs when we break the kiss. I try to take in as much air as I can but it's cut off when he starts trailing kisses down my jaw. He makes his way to my neck and starts paying attention to his favorite areas.

He sucks on the skin on the nape of my neck, common for marks "Casper" I struggle to let out when I feel overwhelmed by the pleasure. I feel his teeth scraping the area. I tug on his hair and he starts going down...pass my collar bone to the swell of my breast.

He stops there and the sounds of our ragged breathing fill the room. He buries his head in the crook of my neck. His grip tightens as he tries to even his breathing.

"Are you okay?" I whisper. He looks at me and his eyes are tinted with gold and his pupils are dilated.

He swallows "I'm okay" even his voice is shaking. He inhales my scent and I feel his hard on pressing against my thigh. I let out a gasp of surprise. I stay stiff because I don't know what to do at this moment.

I guess I could just let it deflate—

"I'm so sorry" he keeps on murmuring.

"It's okay. It's perfectly normal" I tell him but he shakes his head and steps back. His eyes are back to their normal grey but I don't miss the bulge in his pants. I quickly avert my eyes back to his face.

I hop of the table and try to adjust my hair and pull down the hem of my dress that had ridden up during the—

"Um—I'll talk to you later"

"Look Casper, it's perfect fly normal"

"Later" he pleads and I sigh. I move to kiss his cheek before leaving but he moved his head.

I leave his office hot,bothered and disappointed. It's been so long since I felt this way,I don't even know what to do or how to act. Do we have sex now? Do I wait to talk it out with him or just leave like he said?

I shake my head. Maybe talking about sex is not a good idea. I hear him groan out from his office and I immediately leave his suite.

I race to my room and lock the door. I pick up my phone and immediately dial Faye's number.

"Hey sis, what's up?"

"Faye I need your help" I breath out.

"I'm all ears"

I clear my throat nervously "what do you do when you're feeling—Um—hot"

"Get a fan?"

I groan "not that type of hot. I mean—"My voice become softer and smaller "—sexaully hot"

She gasp "what happened? With who? Alpha Casper?"

I nod and then remembered that she can't see me "yes and we've kissed so many times before but this time, it was really sexy" I continue "I felt his hard on" I whisper and my cheeks heat up.

"What did you do?"

"Nothing. Now what do I do to stop this feeling"

"I say you either jump his bones,masturbate or just let it calm down"

I can't jump his bone or.....masturbate so I just decide maybe a shower will be good.

"Thanks bye" I mutter and hang up.

I wonder what he's doing now.