The Noise of My Mind

"Will love play on the strings of our hearts... or on the strings of our minds ?"..... Nobody will know """"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

Russia.....Yakutsk....the coldest region in the world....at 2:40 am

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Ares

I woke up at dawn from my nightmares, as usual, I got up from the hut barefoot, put on light white pyjamas, walked outside without noticing what was around me, drowning in my thoughts... My family's screams still ringing inside my head that I buried with my hands These memories... Still, haunt me I hardly sleep And all my dreams are nightmares... I just walk until I enter the middle of the forest and find a frozen river that looks like a mirror reflecting the sky filled with clouds and snow everywhere. I started digging, damn my feet became full of blood and my hands were almost frozen but I didn't feel any pain because of the noise of my head until I reached the water I put the scythe aside and carried the heavy pieces of snow until it became a hole in the ground Then slowly I watched the surface of the water and see the image of my damn face that every time I see I feel I disgusting about it and then all of a sudden I jumped into the water, it was the best moment of my life I felt peace after a civil war was going on inside my mind... I feel like I'm walking on clouds and I didn't wake up until someone pulled me up what the fuck i can't rest for a second it's a cursed life I wanted to sell it for free I opened my eyes and prepared my tongue to curse the damn whore who took me out and I found George... Dear son of the Brezhnev family... He hates me and he tried several times to kill me The great-grandfather sent us to this task together to reconcile... Damn it, but ...

I couldn't help bursting out laughing...oh...his face was funny....he had never seen my face before though we've always been fighting since we were kids and I've always had a katana behind my back The word katana refers to the family of swords known as nihonto, which has a blade length of more than 2 shakus, or about 60 centimetres (24 in).

The katana can also be known as dai or Daito among Western sword enthusiasts although daito is a generic name for any Japanese long sword, literally meaning "big sword".

Since Japanese has no plural and singular forms, ...In Chinese it means 'sword' and in Portuguese, it means 'big knife' I have always hidden my facial features behind my Elegant gold mask or I usually wear a red scarf around my eyes ... Sometimes it makes me feel like a devil wearing the faces of angels... Is this what everyone thinks?

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George

I didn't sleep tonight because I need to finish all things before I go back to the palace..... The day has begun to rise I got straight from my office after completing all the papers and reviewing all the deals... So I picked up a glass of whiskey and drank it at once... that's it what we call it breakfast drinking wine, of course, to another bastard from the Brezhnev family... I looked at the window and saw a white thing entering the forest. Is that Ares? She's crazy wearing thiy clothes in the coldest place in the world The temperature is 41 degrees below zero if she wants suicide that much I can help her with that but she seems unconscious because she didn't notice my staring at her.... ....After walking for half an hour in the woods and crossing the roads and rugged bends...damn are you going to the end of the world?...I looked far and found that I was in front of a frozen lake...and it digs in the middle of it and her blood is scattered everywhere. I started screaming at her at the top of my voice that she was unconscious. What does she think? even as I run after her. I couldn't reach her until after a quarter of an hour had passed, I pulled her out of the ice... She gasped quickly, and when she raised her face, I was shocked... She is charming with her wide brown eyes, thick eyelashes, and light brown hair sticking to her face. She looks like a nut....when she met her eyes and mine... she burst out laughing...it's strange why she's laughing so hysterically, but if you look closely, her laughter is full of bitterness... at that moment, I realize why she is among everyone. and why she became the leader...

Her toughness is frightening... she often surprise them with her fluctuations, they don't know... how and when she becomes strong... solid

Her narcissism amazes them from time to time. It's a homogeneous jumble of humility, narcissism, calmness and laughter

They find it exciting from many who try to understand it

But it still amazes them... it's rare

It rises again after every sunset without anyone's need

I woke up from my shudder after she walked away and went forward

the she turned to look at me and speak in her calm, cold voice:" I want to return back to the capital before the sun of tomorrow rise" ...she gave me a small gesture and left the place... if Flip know we had a short conversation without cursing and a desire to kill each other he would make festivals all over the world ...

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Ares

I love those who understand that human relationships are based on acceptance and not endurance, they accept the idea of ​​you being talking few words and not tolerating your lack of words, they accept the concealment of your private matters and not the idea that you are hiding something from them, they accept your calm and your silence... George was one of the kind of people who accept others with their flaws and mistakes ...down inside me I really appreciate it... I walked out of the house with Philip, after everything was ready and everyone got into the cars. I walked quietly to the car and put a hand behind my back. Philip opened the door for me, and I got into the car, Philip in the front, and George next to him was reviewing the papers... And he tells me the latest developments. When we got to the plane, I seat in the back seat watching everyone take a seat ... I leaned against the window glass after the plane took off. I noticed the white clouds filling the sky... Suddenly my phone rang announcing the arrival of a message from the same unknown number:

"Like a melody played by a lover... Spring came to my city, and the roses whispered in a bouquet that I carried for hours. I offer myself my condolences for your absence. Why did it take so long?" I smiled and called that number and said: Hello...

He said in his deep voice, "Welcome to you my hazelnut".... I turned my head back and laughed. "Shall we meet the relative of my queen?"

So I said: "It depends on your ability to seduce me" and he laugh . Damn, the sound of his laughter is so beautiful .

He said:" Do you want me to take off my clothes and dance like a stripper in front of you to tempt you"... Just imagining that made me laugh so much everyone on the plane turned to me. He's the only one who makes me laugh this way.

I told him:" I can't wait to see you do that"

He said: "It gives me great pleasure to fulfil the orders of my queen"

I said: "Your tongue does not stop flirting with me"

And he said in a sarcastic voice:" And you are not enough to spoil this romance"... I said: "It's not romantic Your words are just vulgar"... I heard him sigh. I said in a serious tone to him:" I didn't understand why you didn't get bored of me". He said in a calm voice: "Can anyone get bored of The reason for his living this life?"... Damn it only that he loves me to the core and does not hide that even that he is just a friend of mine no more... he's name is Jake Rover i really don't know a lot about him because when we meet the first time I promise him to not research about him as i know he's i leader of Mafia but which one i really don't know I said to him: "I cannot give you my heart because I do not even have one"... I am tired of this endless discussion "Will you come tonight?" He said in his calm voice that it makes me feel comfortable: "I will try". so I said goodbye and hung up the phone.i look at the window's...here we go again! Russia's... Moscow...the Capital... the city of Mafia....

"Welcome to the land of Barbosa"

.... soon we will meet the monsters....i prefer to call them the demons....