I trust you

Finally, Doctor Min Hee was the only successed person who could calmed me. This also made me realize, my situation was bad. If the outbreak happen later. At least, I must have already hold the control of my emotion completely. This body is not coperative at all.

"Okay, Yuki. Calm down! Calm Down! Have you calmed down?" Min Hee repeatedly said his sentences clearly and firmly. He won't touched my body and I felt relax when he kept saying everything clear.

Min Hee was a military psychologist. He was the husband of a female doctor Qian Lee. This place at least have more or less 20 doctors. But today is their night schedule in the main clinics. There was another doctor assistants too. I couldn't focus my attention to other place since I completely focus under the spoken sentences of Doctor Min Hee.

"Okay, okay, I am... okay," I finally broken the spell of tears. I was cried for 15 minutes. Even tough I was still sobbing and my breath was still irregular. Added with my eyes was hurting, but I could control my body now. I was very awared of the crowd of people tried to look into the clinic room. Even though all of them were outside but I kinda sensed their stared at me and Ji Won. He still looked so ugly. He won't bother with his unslightly face.

"Okay, Yuki. Would you like to tell me, why did you cried?" I looked at Doctor Min Hee again. I didn't know how to answer. Afterall I was pitying Ji Won's story. He repeated the question again. So, I just pointed my fingers on Ji Won. Sorry, just take the blame, brother.

"What did he do to you?"

".... he looked so ugly," I said weakly. Ji Won jolted from his place. He was speechless and also pointed his forefinger to me. "You, you, you," he said.

"Oh right, how did you get the nosebleed?" Doctor Qian Lee realized about Ji Won's face and asked. She ordered the male doctor assistant to help him. I saw Ji Won seize the ice bags from the helper hand. He put it on the left side of his face. I looked down at my shoes. I won't answers many questions of Doctor Min Hee or Qian Lee.

I saw Ji Won has been helped. I also jumped from my chair and followed him. We were still inside the clinic room. Agai, I completely under spell that specialize to ignore my surrounding. I didn't care about the people in the clinic. Ji Won realized my movement so he stopped his steps. His face clearly questioning my action.

"You take me back," I said. He snorted. I followed him closely behind him. Since we went out of the clinic a group of gossipers soldier kept talking quietly at us. They didn't dare to said it louder since Ji Won's complextion looked ugly.

He started walked fast. His long legs left me behind. Then I also run to him. I didn't know, why my body want to followed him so much? This direction also to the innermost of the left hall. The lodging I stayed. He did send me back.

"I am done," he said. I hold his wrist and take him to my room. I need to discuss something.

"What the heck with you?"

"Calm down. I need your help," Ji Won stared at me weirdly. He put his two hand in his chest. I saw his gesture and speechless. He sat on the sofa with a solemn complexion. He just stared at me.

"If I am too excited, I can't control my body. What should I do?"

"Ha? Do I care?"

"I am serious! I need help. I can't consult this matter to Doctor Min Hee. You are the only person I can trust with my condition,"

"Why me?"

"Because I trust you,"

He just silently looked at me. I really need help. I am afraid I might die fast in the first quarter of the walking dead era.

"I need reasons, logically structured." He said.

"I've heard the four of you will conceal the matter of me from different world. Even though, I am not fully understand why you trust the information I told you. Zhou Qi said that you have knowledge of medicine and I believe before you got your professor title, you had had studied about psychology of the patient. You must understand about the contact range for an autistic patient, how to give them a medicine, etc. I mean, there must be some basic knowledge you know about it. I don't understand fully. But, I know you treated me like a normal person. You are not lebel me as the autistic Yuki Chen. But Jo Yen Yen, from the unknwon place,"

"...You think too highly,"

"No, the first time the four of us met. You are the only person whom have already acted as like as I am not Yuki Chen. Even though, Zhou Qi stated those doubts. But, you must be the first person who investigate my movement,"

"Hehehehe, fantastic. You are smart tho, did you also guess since when I suspected you?" He smiled weirdly at me. His eyes shine dangerously. His messy long hair really support his unmanner style. Shit, I am scare. This guy is showing a perfect male yandere look. I have seen many animes and manga in my free time, his complexion certainly same as the seme in BL manga, Seungho Yoon.

I gulped hard my saliva. I should not took him to my room. He didn't wait for my answer and continued.

"I am Yuki Chen Fan. Actually, I watched her videos since the first time she decided to uploaded those gameplays. It quite good, at least it had a calming effect for me after hearing her soft robotic style of voices. She never care anything besides the game. Even though she was sicked, she just did some live streaming for gaming. But then, for three days she didn't post anything,"

I was stunned hear his confession.

"Hehe, then my people told me this same person I know best, was searching some information about my residential area. This place is the most confidential and sensitive area. The people who known about it could be counted by fingers. Even the people who stayed in the mini version of our residential area never know the existence of those villas. Then, how was it possible to be known by the most introvert Yuki Chen?"

I really am scared. I should not took him in my room!!

"Anyway, I am kind. So I just treated you as a kid who possess Yuki. Afterall those panic buying about snack and chocolates really define your soul. I bet your previous self is a teen girl," he said. I was stunned again. Should I look happy because he tought of 32 years old me is a teenage girl? Perhaps, I should keep my actual age. It would be quite embarassing if it was known.

"So, it doesn't matter if you can't control your emotion. In case of Yuki'd body you occupied now, I can't talk much about it. Originally she was indeed autistic. There is no cure about it, just accept it calmly. Then I leave," he stand and walk to the door.

"Hey, as a Yuki Chen Fan. Did you get angry about me?"

"Nope. I don't care. I like her video because her voice. Either you are Yuki or not, the voice is still the same. But I prefer the new one, it sounded richer and unpredictable,"

Then he leave my room. He creep me out so much. I should think twice to trust him. His life story really blinded me for a moment. I am stand all alone by myself. I should trust myself more. I can control this body. I trust you, Yuki. You should help me too inside that white room.

AUTHOR TALK:

SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE!! I HAD MANY IMPORTANT THINGS HAPPENED.

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