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The book of creatures:

Volume VIII: common creatures of all islands

Part one: fauna

Division one: material fauna

Creature one: purple emittees

The purple tree is a tree that exists in every Island of Nyangotrama, at a random time of year, it glows, creating little creatures that glow, just like fireflies, they remain alive until the end of night, but if you enclose them you'd be able to keep them for longer, the creature is called the purple emittee, there is no purple in it, as it glows with a golden color, but its name is due to the tree that birthed it.

First appearance: 0 a.r.o (after the rage outbreak)

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I use Qyn's breath when I want to teleport in Gwantavision, seamlessly moving from place to place. It amplifies your spirit's power more than any other potion, it also strengthens your connection to your spirit, I only have one potion of Qyn's breath, and to be able to maximise the results, you need to take it at a very specific moment..

Your connection to your spirit is at its strongest when performing magic or learning it, I don't want you to just drink the potion right now, I will be with you when trying to gwantaview, and the second you get close to it, I will be able to sense it, and will make you drink the potion.

-why Gwantavision? Why not something familiar like terraforming?

-Velta already knows terraforming, so much so that doing it doesn't require so much focus and connectivity anymore, sure terraforming extensions that I previously mentioned will be requiring connection but I want you to leave them for Touh, trust me you will have plenty of time to learn them there. Gwantavision is new to Velta, and to Alan, when Gwantaviewing, you and your spirit are at the zenith of binding, the hardest magic to learn is Shifter DCM, but you also learned it, so Gwantavision is now your biggest challenger, which is exactly why it needs to be tackled first.

-this is the equivalent of fighting a final level boss with default beginner items in a game, but I trust you.

-I will pretend to understand what you just said. Enough time wasted, get into a meditating stance, it is time for Okko to teach you what true Gwantavision is about"

Alan got into the lotus position, Okko shook his head "no Alan, not Padmasana, that is not the correct positing for these teachings"

Okko forced Alan into a headstand, that was the meditation position he meant, Alan was allowed to use his hands to lessen the pressure on his neck but he wasn't allowed to get down

"why are we doing this

-wait Alan, you will find out soon. For the time being, focus.

-I CAN'T FOCUS ON ANYTHING. Besides the fact that I feel like all of my blood is rushing into my brain, I'm starting to get dizzy and I can't see clearly

-when eyesight weakens, vision strengthens.

-sounds like Ecaura

-of course it does, Quantum shifters are the best example of the saying, their vision compensated for their eyesight, and frankly, I don't believe they would've been as powerful if they were able to see, their blindness eliminated all visual distractions, and gave them plenty of time to master skills others wish to achieve, being able to tell when someone is coming by sensing the faint earth vibrations their steps make, not only that, but how big and far away they are too, the skill is called seismic sense, mastered by the ancient terraformers and all of the shifters. Shifters are also able to tell when something is coming from the air, they hear it, they feel the faint breeze

-I actually have seismic sense, but I stopped using it at the Nocturnal Island, I remember I revealed the Shifter creation rooms, and I filled the castle's cracks without ever seeing them. I got so caught up, every island is so different and it's so easy to only focus on one or two magic abilities and forget about the rest, and I guess I did forget, I never improved my seismic sense, or performed TEIR yet, although it does come in handy a lot, there's just too much to keep up with.

-Alan, you have the ability to learn everything, which means you also have the ability to improve everything simultaneously, a true master never turns their back on any of their magic, all of your abilities are meant to work harmonically to grant you protection and power.

The last thing I will be leaving you with; you need to know that whenever our emotions amplify, our spirit becomes at their most vulnerable state, use this knowledge to your advantage.

-wait, you said you were going to teach me!

-I already did Alan, I already did"

As soon as Okko turned around, he vanished, Alan was once again left alone to figure out what to do.

He remembered the memories Okko unlocked for him, and his first idea was to keep remembering them until they don't hurt anymore, he needed to make peace with them.

Alan was about to take the regular meditation position, and the moment he got down, he fainted. He's been upside down for so long that now when he got up again he fainted, but he didn't just faint for a few minutes, or hours, Alan got knocked out for three days.

Okko knew that was going to happen, after all he was the one who set him up, so he warned Pnomal ahead of time, he told Pnomal to keep Alan in a place that is close to nature but isolated from all Logachtiges and Artelys, and Pnomal followed, he created a tent far away, set up a system that would splash a Usriv potion every fifteen minutes, and any Logachtige that passed by them by accident got an Oiskroch attack followed by Lahar

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16- Oiskroch: Guenvik pins

Oiskroch causes a 6 hour blindness period for Logachtiges

13- Lahar: Guenvik flowers

any Lahar elixir spilled on top of a Logachtige's head will make them remain static for an hour, and when they come back to consciousness, they would've forgotten about all of what happened during that hour and what happened the hour before

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Pnomal would wait for them to freak out about the blindness and run away then when they get far enough he would sprinkle the Lahar potion to make them forget about what just happened. He took this mission very seriously, he couldn't afford to mess up, and he hoped for Alan to forgive him once he woke up. Pnomal realized that his unhealed wounds bled onto Alan, and many more, and that wasn't fair, being hurt doesn't give him the right to hurt.

During those three days, Alan did not wake up, however, he drowned in sweat, he constantly fiddled around, and his face squinted a lot, throughout the whole time. Alan was fighting his biggest fear, his past, his body was unconscious but his brain wasted no time remembering every single memory Alan tried to escape from and bury, and as long as he was not going to accept them, they were bound to haunt him until he does or until he dies, but now, the second option isn't available anymore, since reminiscence as a tool for acceptance and achievement of internal pacification became a necessity rather than an option.