69) TIME IN THE VOID

When I opened my eyes I was still in that dark void, I stood up and looked around ones again, not finding anything. My mind was a lot more clearer than it was before. I did not want to admit it but without my parents guidance I was incredibly lost, I only got this far by doing one thing that I thought will be the solution to my problems. And that is

SEEKING POWER!!

But look at where that got me. I don't know if this void is the outer reaches of space. But I do know one thing. If I want to get out from here, I have to do it by myself. My parents are not here to help me. I might not know where I am or what I am suppose to do. But I do know that I have to do it with my own power.

after getting all the determination I needed. I stated walking, going in a straight line, at list that is what I think. Honestly in this void space where not even the tiniest of light can be seen. I was completely lost on the direction to go. That is even if I am going in the right direction.

I don't know how long I have been walking, It might have been 2 years or maybe 5?. I honestly don't know, because I just stopped counting after the 7th year. I have been walking a very long time with nothing but my mind. I even tried activating the system but it did not respond. I also tried using any of my skills and abilities but they did not work either. So I just kept walking,

during my endless walking in this void. I have had time to remember and consider a lot of things, mostly about the lessons my parents have thought me. The thing that I completely forgot about when I woke up as a plant. I remembered the various types of fighting technique my mother thought me, the various ways to use energy my father thought me, the best way to control both your mental and physical responses to always stay as calm as possible.

So I practiced all of them. I could not use the energy training method, because for reasons I do not understand I cannot control the energy in this body. My current body was made completely out of energy but I could not control it. So I just practiced my meditation and fighting technique. And that is how my time in the void passed.

Today was another day I woke up in this void. After a very long time has passed, I stated counting the time I spent in the void. And since I started counting. Today will make it almost 150 years that I have been in this void, I have practiced and almost mastered all the fighting techniques that my mother and father thought me, my meditation has really helped a lot also, both to keep my emotions in check and stop me from going crazy....but

I feel an incredible loneliness in here