Frustrating

The entire place he is in is entirely with nothing else in it, though there are specks of flower-shaped lights in the distance in all kinds of colours as Osbert took a second to look at them. 

 Pretty. He thought, remembering Jel's place and he suddenly remembered Jel in his arms all those nights he would be with him. 

Ugh. I miss him so much. Osbert thought, letting out a sigh. Jel has not been the same since we came back from that place. I don't know what to think at all or even do. 

I just want to pick him up in my arms and just hide him from the world. I want to just go to a quiet place and be with him, live a quiet life. 

I am sure Jel would enjoy living in a small house with me. I will do most of the work, he could get some helpers if he wants to also but we can live a very simple life.