Dear

Dear Diary, 8-12-2018

I know I am a terrible person, mean, and bitch to people but some of them. they deserve it, they all say stuff behind my back that really hurts but what can you do?. Shit happens all the time. Some idiot person ask me the other day, why did you took the pregnant test? did have sex with the 25 year old guy? did he raped you? if so I'm here for you?. Man that was a motherfucking lie, they wasn't there for me, they turned on me, because I said no I am not that easy like you, I was still a virgin but I did get raped but lately on but brah. I was only 16 year old at the time. 2018 they came at me for that, bitch please, saying that I am lying, saying that I am not a virgin and truly the girlfriend of the 25 year old guy too, slut shaming me for nothing. I didn't spend my legs for her ugly ass boyfriend. 2016 I was cutting myself and the same night he pulls me aside and he gave me advice bc I got bully all the time. telling me to keep my head up and don't let the haters get to me. it was years ago, why are you getting upset now? because of it? the fuck is wrong with you? we were just fuking friends and if we were having sex, guys were hear it bc you were in the kitchen sitting at the table and your room was in the kitchen. so keep your tits in your bra bro and your stupid shit and rumors in your fool's ass and mouth because I don't want to hear that shit bitches and you need a chill pill and I did got raped but not from him

Dear You, 2019

because of you , my life is to shit

why did you have to ruin my perfect life? what are you jealous of me? why?

I have no friends bc of you

i do have friends but not that many

i only have my 3 best friends