Dear Someone that will listen. April 4, 2022. 12:00 am

i wish I had someone right now to vent to but that person I had, She passed away. I hate the way mother treats ian aka my brother like a king or prince every single god damn day if you know what I mean, but treat me like shit for wanted to have a friend over that was a dude thats is gay and yes i did gave him our address because i was paranoid and getting blackmailed by a guy met on meetme the day I got in trouble and he had someone come to the house to look through my windows. It was on Jan 22, anyway mother is my brother go to his whoress house to "hang" out. Saided it's fine for him to go but when it comes to me she would say no but tell our friend jamie that if I asked her she would say yes but here is the thing that was a lie because she is a control freak now not before my grandma passed away. I wish i had my brother's life but as a girl if you know what I mean like i am me but have his life. I wish he was special i am special now days