dear whatever 2-19-2024

This dude that I freaking liked blocked me saying that he's still leaving his account when he's not he didn't even do that. He just got annoyed at me because I didn't wanna show my body like that so he said I'm deleting this found out that he blocked me, so somehow I restricted him somehow when I was trying to block him on Instagram, which I had to go on my freaking Xbox for the Wi-Fi that go on the website to see if he his account is deleted when it's not he has kids. I mean Daughter and he didn't even tell me, I was asking him questions on Thursday last Thursday. I said it's not even fair if I have to show myself all the time and you're not sending me a picture of you right now and it's fucked up. I wanna see my supposedly boyfriend that didn't even know I was in a relationship with at all and I think he was just doing it to see if I will be attached to him. He kept on asking me questions to see if I pass of being loyal, which I did I fucking cared for him. I started to like him more and stuff he wanted me to buy him food which I didn't have money. I only have seven dollars on myself. How the fuck I am I gonna DoorDash or Uber eats food for you, Lord knows, hope that his daughter doesn't have his eyebrows when she starts growing up because his eyebrows are bushy and big and you hardly can see his forehead because his eyebrows are big and I'm not trying to be mean I'm just stating the fact about him and I found him on Facebook. He lives in Houston Texas. He only told me he lived in Texas. I didn't know where and the picture that I saw on Facebook dating was I think it was him with pink hair so I squat swipe left on him because then like his bio it was nasty and all sudden he said I dreamt of you every night. I couldn't put face on my dream until now and I was half asleep and it was 12 o'clock 1230 when he messaged me at 11:30 his time randomly I don't remember giving him my email. I mean my Instagram because I double checked I don't have anyone name is the same name he has. and apparently he went to college and stuff he I thought he was starting to be a good guy but he's a good dad to his daughters. You can see it when he is live streaming and his daughter comes to bug him and stuff. It was so cute and it hurt, her a little bit because I wish I had my own kids. I don't wanna be destined to be alone. I do look like my grandmother. and stuff so yeah his name is Josue G something I think it is He's very handsome sometimes and sometimes he's weird as fuck