First Kill

I have just stepped over the brink of what is normal and into a new exhilarating world. A world beyond belief, where one experiences things that should be sinful. And I am not going to lie, I loved it, for the pleasure and ecstasy is worth the risks that I am taking

What I am failing to understand is, if this is a curse just as it is with Zoe, or am I the result of being bitten by a Vampire. I crave the desire to feel on top of the world, yet something somewhat scary has just happened to me. I craved her blood, she was as sweet as a pot of honey. If she did not tell me she was starting to feel faint, I am afraid that I would not have stopped.

But I will stop, for now, I might do this later again or perhaps only tomorrow night, maybe even in the morning. But completely stop, that shall be something I will not be doing. Let's just hope that Amber does not mention anything past this room.