Nobody's monologue and human nature [Sophia Miller]

Since I was a little girl, I had always had everything.

Thanks to money from my father who inherited his family's bakery franchise before I was born, I was able to afford the best luxuries on the market.

My mother as a supermodel, she is naturally a woman with good traits and genes. What gave me an enviable beauty that I have today.

I was raised to have a desire to own everything. As an only child, I didn't have to worry about having to share my assets with others.

I always had the best clothes, the best toys. I had the best staff, the best servants. To be honest, I never cared about getting something that I wanted. Everything can be bought as long as you have a little money.

Of course, all of that stopped when I was old enough to enter high school.

The first three months were tolerable as my popularity in school went through the roof, but as I met the person I shared a stupid nickname with, I realized what was really lacking in my life.

When we first spoke, he was rude and he had no tact to address me. He just called me stupid. Which no one in my life had ever done. By then; I decided to start using much more the intelligence with which my parents endowed me.

I had fun, I laughed out loud when I crushed the third of the famous "Hawk Triplets" at school. He got mad at me, I thought he was really going to hit me but he kept sane of him and instead he congratulated me.

It's not like the third Hawk has great intelligence, but rather that he has a good memory. The popularity that he had developed throughout his life was only due to the actions of his older twin brothers.

There. That was when I became obsessed with him.

I knew immediately that he was just like me.

I fell in love to a point that I could not even believe it, my heart was beating very hard just from being close to him, but when I believed that things were working that was when I made a serious mistake.

I was crazy about the boy, I didn't care if he was a year and a half older than me, I still had the courage to open up enough to him to have sex. The mistake I made was just the same thing.

I wanted to be with him. So I started calling him daily just to hear his voice. I texted him each and every day to hear from him. But no matter what I did, if I bought new clothes, if I dressed up for him, or even if I hinted at him ...

Nick himself never cared.

My mistake was doing all those things, acting like his girlfriend just for having sex once, I know I probably upset him from that.

I know he had a crush on Abigail from the cheer squad, but still he didn't want to give up. It was the first time he had fallen in love with me to that point.

But I guess you already know his answer:

─Be my boyfriend. ─. I said calmly.

I thought if he did the frontal attack for the first time; he was going to take my feelings into account.

Nevertheless.

─No. ─. It was what he answered me with the same calm.

He turned and left. Leaving me there.

For a moment, I believed that his rejection was going to affect the bottom of my heart. I thought that once he rejected me, my feelings would go away, and I couldn't be more wrong.

My obsession reached a new level after rejection. I went from wanting him to be my boyfriend to wanting to have it all to myself.

Hey Nick. If only you had reciprocated my feelings instead of forcing me to use my influence to make Abigail hate you and get them to end their relationship, you could have saved yourself a lot of trouble.

The desire to have everything that I was raised with focused on the one person who had denied me. So different from all other men, how could she not have been charmed by such a good gentleman?