AOH 55

I was about to enter the elevator when I suddenly lost my mind of thinking that I was leaving already. When the door elevator opened my eyes was out of reach as it just stared at the door and left the door open as I slowly stepped back a few feet away from there.

Standing in front of the elevator its frustrating because the previous memory that we have talk about together with Azul is keep on flashing in my mind. Instead of using the elevator I chose to take the path to the exit where the long stairs is. 

It seems like I'd rather just walk and use the downstairs than take the elevator. With this face and attitude that I have now, I don't think I have the courage to just remain steady inside the elevator. 

My body wants to move and walk as taking the downstairs instead of using the elevator that will just gonna make me think of what  I have find out earlier.